Her Song (A Harlena fanfiction)

Chapter 3.

I was a couple of minutes late for the bus to the camp, and when I got to it in front of the school, I was the last one to get in. I scanned the bus for the girls, and I found Colleen and Hannah sitting together, and Maddie and Niall together. And guess where the last seat was? Next to Harry. I groaned silently, before dumping down on the seat.

"Well hello, love," he said with a smile. "Believe me, this wasn't a plan of mine,". I rolled my eyes in disbelief. "Niall wanted to sit with Maddie, because he's like... in love with her or something.". I just ignored Harry, though I was internally screaming with joy for my friend, and I got my phone out and put my headphones in my ears, letting Coldplay's 'The Scientist' distract me from him. But he didn't give up, instead he just grabbed one of the earplugs and put it in his ear. I couldn't help but to laugh at Harry, and the rest of the ride we just sat and listened to music together. His taste in music wasn't the worst, and as the bus pulled onto a small road in a forest, I was slightly disappointed that the drive was over. Every time a sexual song would pop up, Harry would whisper the most dirty parts of the song in my ear, and I would playfully slap him, and weirdly enough I enjoyed it.

"Alright, here's a plan over the camp and cottages," Ms. Levinson, the English teacher, announced and handed us all a piece of paper. "And remember: no drugs, no alcohol, no funny business. Now get out.". We all stumbled out of the bus, running to the four different cabins, claiming them as our own. Us girls instantly dumped our bags in our cabin, checked the bathroom to see if there was hot water, which there was, and then we went outside on the porch to find out who our neighbors were. It was the boys. Liam waved at us with a smile, but the only thing I noticed was Harry's huge smirk. Little shit.

"Maddie's gonna get it on!" Hannah teased grinning. "I bet her and Niall just can't control their urges.". We all laughed, except for Maddie, who was busy blushing.

"Shut up, guys!" she hissed and stomped inside our cabin. I noticed the boys saying something to Niall, who then copied Maddie's actions. Soulmates, much?

*

The teachers didn't know, but everyone had brought some alcohol along. I had sneaked in some vodka, my mum had busted me, but she only laughed, saying that she was sorta proud of me. She was the best sometimes.

We had spent the first night in our cabin, chatting and laughing at everything, the boys coming over many times, telling us to shut up. Harry, I figured, only came over to see me in my underwear, but thankfully I had a long t-shirt on, that covered my bum. It was made very clear to us in the morning, that we had disturbed their night, when they broke into our cabin to pour water in our heads, waking us up.

"You fucking twats!" I muttered tired, only receiving another splash of water for the comment. I grabbed my pillow, got up and started hitting them until they left. "We have to get up, breakfast's in half an hour.". We all started to get ready, putting on makeup, getting dressed. When we reached the cafeteria, we sat down with the other group of girls, and we stuffed our faces with the horribly made eggs and bacon.

"Hey girls, did you enjoy the wake up?" Zayn called from another table, making the other guys laugh. Hannah angrily chucked a piece of bread, that was included in the meal, at him, hitting right in the face. We weren't teased further.

Right after breakfast we went to the lake, as it was an unusually sunny day for England. I had been in the water and was laying on my towel to dry along with Niall, when Maddie and Harry came over to us.

"Oh hey Niall!" Maddie greeted smiling, him glancing over her body, that was barely covered by her bikini. A bump started to form in his trousers, as she laid down next to him, and he awkwardly turned to lay on his stomach in an attempt to hide his erection. Harry however disappeared from my sight, and when I felt too uncomfortable with being next to a guy with a boner and a girl who was happily causing it, I went back to our cabin. The sun was bright in my eyes, and I opened the door to, what I thought was our cabin, but I soon realized that it wasn't. Because there Harry Styles stood, in all his naked glory. The girls didn't lie, he was huge.

A smirk spread on my lips. "Wrong cabin,". I rushed out, not able to stop thinking about it. Hannah and Maddie had both slept with him, both aware it was a one time thing, so they didn't come crying to me. They had both told me how unbelievably amazing he was in bed, and my body couldn't help but to tingle. I felt ashamed that I was even having these thoughts about him, usually rejecting sexual thoughts about him. It had always been a secret to everybody, even the girls, that I fantasized about Harry. But I mean... who didn't? I drew him a lot, more than I liked to admit.

*

The fire offered warmth to everybody, who was sitting around it. Maddie left my side to go to Niall, who then pushed Harry away, so she could sit down. The curly haired boy then sat down next to me.

"Hey," he said calmly, surprisingly laid back. I didn't look back at him. "Oh... I see. You can't stop thinking about me naked.". He kept poking fun at me, until I laughed softly.

"You're kinda sweet sometimes," I admitted to him and smiled at Harry, who sent me a grin. "I mean, you accept the fact that Niall wants to sit next to Maddie, instead of you, probably more than I accept that she wants to sit next to him, instead of me.".

He shuffled a little closer to me. "Why? I get it, jealousy and everything, but why?".

I sighed quietly. "Because I'm lonely, I guess. Colleen has Troy, Maddie has Niall, Hannah has whatever boyfriend she wants, but I'm just... casually dating someone once in a while, and I've never been in love. I... can't believe I've just said all of this to you,". He leaned down and kissed my shoulder, before putting an arm around me, pulling me into him. Everybody were trying to discreetly stare at us, but I noticed the weird looks. And I knew why. I hated Harry. I hated what he had done to girls' hearts. I was cuddling with him. I abruptly got up, excusing myself to go to bed. It was only 9.30 pm, but I was feeling slightly dizzy and weird.

I was sitting on my top bunk in our cabin a few minutes later, when Harry stumbled in. He just smiled at me before crawling up on my bunk. We just sat there for a few moments in silence, before he pressed a kiss to my neck.

"I could make you a little less lonely," he whispered, his hot breath touching my skin. "I don't mind if you use me.". I felt tempted to take his offer. But I didn't want to be another in the bunch, and for a moment I absolutely despised him, as he kissed my neck again and his hand travelled up my thigh. Then I realized.

Harry just wanted to see me happy. He didn't know any other way to comfort me, than to sleep with me, which was very sad. Maybe he didn't use girls, maybe they often used him. I shook my head, stopping him.

"I would be using you, and that's... wrong," I stated to more myself than him. "I heard that you're a pretty good singer. Can you sing to me?". He was surprised, but nodded shortly. He began to sing quietly into my ear, and I recognized the song as 'Fact - Fiction'. Harry had a nice, deep, raspy voice, and I felt strangely calm because of it, it making me fall asleep. "You've got a lovely voice.". Then I closed my eyes.

--------------

I'm going to my godmother's place for ten days as of Tuesday, and there's no Internet there. After I get home, I'm only back for a weekend, then I'm gone. I'll be writing in my notes on my iPod, so I will have something when I return.