Chapter Eleven
Felix’s P.O.V.
I awoke with the bright sun shining in my face. I remembered that I had fallen asleep on the couch… with Cry. I looked down and saw that cry was still sleeping on my chest. As soon as I noticed this I blushed. He was so cute when he slept. I had the urge to kiss his head, but I decided not to, it wasn’t the right time to admit my feelings for him.
I tried to move my hand, but I couldn’t, I felt a tight grip holding it. I looked down and noticed that Cry and I were holding hands with our fingers intertwined. My heart began to skip a beat, I was enjoying this moment, but I didn’t know if Cry would or not… He might get freaked out. I poked his head a couple of times and tried to wake him up. “Cry! Wake up!” I whispered to him.
Cry yawned and slowly lifted his head up. A moment later he became aware of his surroundings and that he was on top of me. I could see him grinning from behind his mask. “Good morning cry” I said with a smile on my face. He looked up at me and was frozen. A minute later he shook his head and pushed away his thoughts. “O-Oh g-good morning p-pewds” he stuttered nervously.
I giggled at how nervous he seemed. I noticed that he was staring at our hands holding one another’s. I felt his body tense up the longer he starred at our hands. “Cry are you alright? You seem tense?” I asked worriedly. He looked up at me and it seemed as if he was staring into my eyes and I’m not gonna lie It made me a little uncomfortable. “Yea, I’m fine” he mumbled nervously.
There was an awkward silence, but cry’s growling stomach broke it. We both looked at each other and began cracking up. “How about we go eat some breakfast” I finally answered. “K” said cry. We got off of the couch and started making pancakes together.
As we sat down and ate our pancakes there was one question that kept going through my head, “Why does Cry wear that mask?” The more I thought about the more interested I became. I kept staring at his mask and he seemed to notice. I asked “Is something wrong, friend?” Cry asked. I shook the thoughts of my head, “Oh, nothing Cry, but can I ask you something?” I asked him nervously.
He sat up and put his fork on his plate. ”Sure, what’s up Pewds?” he answered. “Why do you wear that mask? I mean doesn’t it bother you knowing that your best friend doesn’t know what your face looks like?” I let out in relief. Even though I couldn’t see cry’s face I could tell he looked very serious and once again tense. “Uh…Um… It’s to hide” he mumbled. “To hide? From what?” I asked.
“What does it matter to you? You’re just like everyone else! Pointing out the mask on my face! Who cares if it’s weird it’s a mask for crying out loud!” cry shouted while trying to hold his anger in. “No cry you’ve got the wrong idea! I don’t think it’s weird, I was just curious!” I replied nervously hoping that he would calm down.
There was an awkward silence for a few minutes until Cry stood up and looked down. “I shouldn’t be here or anywhere near you ever again, goodbye Felix” He said sadly. When he said that I felt as if my heart had stopped beating. “Cry? You’re not crazy are you!” I say shouting a little. But he ignored me and quickly walked out the door.
I couldn’t let the love of my life leave all because of some silly question, so I followed him from out of the apartment trying to stop him. “Cry I’m sorry, we’re best friends I wouldn’t try to hurt you like this” I say catching up to him. “NO WE’RE NOT! WE WERE NEVER BEST FRIENDS! NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!” he snapped at me making me jump.
As he said this my heart had shattered into a billion pieces, tears were streaming down my face. I turned around and ran back into my apartment trying to wipe away my constantly falling tears. Once I got into my room I fell to the ground and broke down sobbing. “Why doesn’t anyone like me?” I asked myself trying to speak through my sobs.
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