Undercover(pewdiecry fanfic)

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Twelve  

            Cry’s P.O.V.

            I woke up to the feeling of someone poking my head, “Cry! Wake up!” I heard someone whisper. I yawned and looked around the room. I began to remember the storm last night and how pewds comforted me. I suddenly got a huge grin on my face and my face turned bright red.

            “Good morning cry” I heard a familiar sexy voice say. I looked up and saw pewd’s beautiful face. The sunlight was reflecting off of his Caribbean blue eyes which made them twinkle even more. I couldn’t help but stare at him a minute later I noticed that I was staring at him and was making things awkward. I shook my thoughts out of my head and finally went back into reality. “O-Oh g-good morning p-pewds” I stuttered nervously.

            I looked down and noticed that we were holding hands with our fingers intertwined. I couldn’t help but blush, but in my mind I was jumping with joy that I was holding my lovers hand. His hands were soft and warm, they were so comforting. The longer I stared at our hands the more nervous I got which made me tense up. “Cry are you alright? You seem tense?” I heard pewds ask worriedly. I looked up at him and gazed into his beautiful eyes again. I noticed that he was getting a bit uncomfortable so I stopped starring at his face. “Yea, I’m fine” I mumbled nervously.

            There was awkward silence for a moment, but my stomach started growling which broke the silence. We both looked up at each other and started cracking up. “How about we go eat some breakfast” Pewds said after we stopped laughing. “K” I said agreeing with him. We got off of the couch and started making pancakes together.

            As we were eating our pancakes I noticed that pewd’s was staring at me and was in a deep thought. “Is something wrong, friend?” I asked curiously. He shook his head getting those thoughts out of his head. “Oh, nothing Cry, but can I ask you something?” he asked me nervously. I put my fork on my plate and sat up realizing that this was serious.

            ”Sure, what’s up Pewds?” I answered. “Why do you wear that mask? I mean doesn’t it bother you knowing that your best friend doesn’t know what your face looks like?” he let out in relief. I sat there nervously, I wasn’t expecting him to ask me that. I mean was I really going to tell him about the reason behind my mask which includes my past? Heck no!

            “Uh…Um… It’s to hide” I mumbled. “To hide? From what?” he asked. Pewd’s was getting into my business and I didn’t like it, even though he wasn’t trying to it reminded me of highschool when I wore it for the first time. Kids were constantly questioning and making fun of me for wearing the mask. The thoughts had angered me.

            “What does it matter to you? You’re just like everyone else! Pointing out the mask on my face! Who cares if it’s weird it’s a mask for crying out loud!” I shouted while trying to hold my anger in. “No cry you’ve got the wrong idea! I don’t think it’s weird, I was just curious!” he replied back nervously. I looked up and noticed that pewds looked a little scared from me being angry. That’s when I knew I shouldn’t be with him anymore. I began to remember what mad said and what the consequences were. I was already in love with pewds, If I or mad would ever hurt him I would never forgive myself.

            I decided to break the silence, “I shouldn’t be here or anywhere near you ever again, goodbye Felix” I said sadly. Felix looked up and I could tell he was heartbroken. “Cry? You’re not crazy are you!” he said shouting a little. But I ignored him and quickly walked out the door. “You’re only doing this because you love him cry” I thought to myself.

            As I walked out of the apartment building I noticed that pewd’s was following me and I didn’t want to scare him off, but I had no other choice, it’s for his safety. “Cry I’m sorry, we’re best friends I wouldn’t try to hurt you like this” he said while catching up to me. “NO WE’RE NOT! WE WERE NEVER BEST FRIENDS! NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!” I snapped at him making him jump.

            After I shouted at him I saw water forming in his beautiful eyes and a moment later billions of tears came forming, falling down his face. This made my heart stop beating, I mean I know I had to do it, but seeing him hurt kills me inside. He turned around and ran back into his apartment trying to wipe away his tears.

            I just wanted to run after him and hold him tightly keeping him safe and telling him how truly sorry I was, But I couldn’t do that. I quickly got into my car and drove away from the apartment building while holding back my tears. As I was driving home I couldn’t stop thinking about pewd’s and how much he’s hurting right now. The thing is I was trying to protect him from getting hurt, but I failed because I hurt him, I broke his heart. The more I thought about this I became angrier at myself. I punched the steering wheel and screamed with fury.

            I finally got to my house and pulled into my driveway. I opened my door and shut it behind myself. I sat down on the ground and began screaming and sobbing. A minute later I went in my kitchen and got a knife and began cutting my wrist while I was sobbing.

            “Awww, poor Cry finally broke it off with his little boyfriend, Awww now you’re all alone” I heard mad say. I looked up and saw him standing infront of me laughing. The more I looked at him the angrier I got, He’s the one that’s trying to separate me from pewdie which pissed me off. “I HATE YOU!” I screamed at Mad and threw my knife at him. But he quickly disappeared before the knife could hit him.

            I watched as the knife finally hit the ground and sobbed even more. “I’m so sorry pewds, I’m sorry I hurt you” I whispered to myself.