London blues

16 0 0
                                    

Paige's POV

The boys and I arrived in London 2 days ago and we've basically been unpacking and settling in. Things like that. My room here is giant, not quite as fancy as my bedroom back home but very close. The boys said they decorated it themselves. They came home a day early to clean up the house and get ready for my arrival. It was a baby blue room with on whole wall just windows that over looked London. The bed was a king and had blue chevron print on the duvet. There was a walk in closet and a master bathroom. The only thing Is I have to share a bathroom with Tom and Nathan. It's a bathroom that has three entries. Each from each of our bedrooms.

Nathan and I haven't talked or even looked at each other since I kicked him out that night back home. As soon as he got here he ran off with Kelsey. The girls live at their own homes. But stay here as much as they can. Nareesha and the Tom's Kelsey are very sweet. They took me out for some tea one morning and we got along really well. They told me they really didn't like Nathan's Kelsey because she was very up in Nathan's space and a iittle too sweet. I didn't really mind becoming friends with these two girls.

I was sitting on the couch drinking some tea and writing down some lyrics for a small concert we're doing tomorrow. I heard the front door open and a high pitched giggle. Great. Guess who?

I turned around and saw Nathan walk in holding Kelsey's hand. They obviously didn't notice me as they started to make out. I got up and walked straight passed them. Right as I passed them I said "Get a room. No one wants to see that" And just kept walking. I wondered into the back room where there was a piano I sat down and ran my fingers over the keys before I started to play the tune to forever and always by Taylor Swift. As I finished the song a single tear fell from my eye.

My mind couldn't help but wander to Nathan as he sat and lied to my face and how even though he said he wanted to get over Kelsey and that he wanted to be with me. He's still with her. He's nothing but a liar. I heard footsteps upstairs and some shouts. I wrapped my sweater around my small frame as I tip toed upstairs and began to listen to the shouts.

"Nathan I've told you before I don't like that girl. She's just ugly and I don't understand why you and the boys act like you like her" I heard Kelsey say. I rolled my eyes.

"Kelsey we don't act like we like her. The boys actually like her." I heard Nathan say.

"Well do you?" Kelsey asked, I could tell she has began to cry. "Nathan! Answer me" Nathan stayed quiet.

"It's obvious you do. Nathan please I love you and I don't want you to get hurt by someone like her. I've seen what girls like her are like. Their fragile and they just want someone to love them rather they love that boy back or not." Kelsey was lowering her voice now

"Kelsey don't say things like that... you could at least try to get to know her" I heard Nathan say. He said it as if he was unsure if he should be saying that or not.

"Nathan I want you to choose, me or the band and that slut." Kelsey said anger replaced the tears.

"Kels I can't choose you or the band I love you both way too much" Nathan said. It was his turn to be sad.

"Well then I'll make the choice. You will leave and go home with me tomorrow." Kelsey said and walked out of the room. I jumped back so Kelsey couldn't see me.

I walked into Nathan's room and saw him on his bed with his head down. "Nathan, you can't leave the band" I said in a hussed whisper. Nathan looked up at me. I felt this heart wrenching pain when I looked into his eyes.

"Get out of her Paige, this doesn't concern you" He said looking away, although I was hurt that he was pushing me away, I knew I had to be here for him.

"I know it hurts Nathan but obviously if Kelsey really liked you she wouldn't ask you to give up something you love" I walked over and kneeled down so I was eye level with him.

"Why do you care? You made it very clear you don't want to be with me. So what if Kelsey is asking me to leave the band? At least I'd be shown some love" That hurt. I've done nothing but make it very clear my feelings for Nathan. I wasn't going to bring them up. Now was not the time.

"Nathan the boys love you more than anything. Do you not see that? When you're not here they aren't as happy and crazy as when you are. They do nothing but talk about you and they text you like every hour to make sure you're okay. And I care about you Nathan weather you want to believe it or not. Those things I said the other night. They were just out of anger. I care Nathan and so do your fans. Just think how much it would crush them if you went and quit the band all because of some girl asking you to give up your dream. Please Nathan don't do something that you'll regret" I guess I brought up somethings I shouldn't have. But I wanted him to know those things I said weren't true. The next thing I knew Nathan was walking away.

"You can't keep running away Nathan" He turned around and just walked out on me. After everything that I just said. That's what he does to repay me? Walk out on me. Well I can promise you one thing, I won't be chasing him this time.

Here with you (Nathan Sykes fanfiction)Where stories live. Discover now