"If Our Loves Insanity, Why Are You My Clarity?"

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Here's the last chapter! I'll be posting an Author's Note tomorrow and I ask that you please read it. It will contain sequel information, and a huge thank you to YOU. Yes you. The lovely person reading this. :) I love you, and thank you so much. <3-Angel:D

 6 WEEKS LATER

I checked my makeup and outfit one last time to make sure I looked nice. My eyeliner and mascara was still simple and intact as well was my light natural looking pink lip gloss. I fixed my blue and white striped tank top and straightened the red short sleeved shaw I wore over it. It looked nice over my dark skinny jeans paired with red high top Converse. My brown hair was neatly straightened. I smiled and made my way out of the bathroom and into the kitchen. The morning sun was bright and it casted a bright glow across my living room.

I looked in the fridge and made sure I had everything I needed for tonight, stealing glances at the clock every once in awhile. Soda, chips, cheese and crackers, barbeque weenies, and even an apple pie. I did all of the shopping and the cooking yesterday night, because I knew nothing was going to get done when what I’ve been waiting for for weeks finally arrived.

A knock on my apartment door startled me as I began to double check everything. I grinned and ran to the door as fast as I possibly could. I unlocked it quickly and yanked open the door.

Anton was standing there grinning that beautiful smile of his. He wore his bright blue plaid shirt, a pair of jeans, and his red nikes. His hair was tousled up, and his bright emerald eyes made my knees go weak. He dropped the luggage he was carrying, and I practically tackled him,  wrapping my arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I laughed and buried my face into the crook of his neck. I missed his smell, his hair, his smile, his personality, his voice. I missed everything. I missed him so much.

Everything was going insanely well. Aaron was locked away for awhile and I was for sure I’d never have to deal with him ever again. He had some hefty fines on him, including assault, breaking and entering, and crazily, attempted murder. Shockingly, on top of those charges, he was also charged with possession of drugs. He had been using steroids, which caused him to get so violent. Hope was finally done with school, and she was back to her normal happy self. School was really taking a toll on her, but I was so proud of her. She pushed through and she got her diploma. After she graduated, she visited me for a week. I missed her terribly and It was awesome spending time with her again. She stayed with me over the week in the guest bedroom that became vacant after Porter went back home to North Carolina. I missed Porter like crazy too. He left after we finished recording. Over the last month, Anton was traveling a lot. He had lots of shows and he traveled back home to Germany too. This was the first time I had seen him in four weeks. We skyped when we could, but skyping never really is the same. Anton also released his first single for his new album. It was called Spectrum and it was absolutely amazing.

As for me, I’m finally healed all the way and I resumed my job at the record store after recording was finished. It was definitely nice to be back, even though I missed the studio like crazy. Claire and Zach have been crazily flirty with each other too, which I thought was insanely cute. They would definitely make a good couple. I enrolled in online courses for college as well, which I was excited for. I was going to start working on getting my Bachelors Degree in Music Production through Full Sail University in the fall. Now, I’m excited for tonight and for being right here in Anton’s arms. Today is the Fourth Of July, and we were going to not only shoot off firecrackers at the lake, but we were going to have a listening party for the now finished song I sang on for Anton. Anton, Porter, Claire, and Zach were all coming over.

Anton and I hugged for a good 5 minutes before we looked at each other. We kissed, and it was like the fireworks started early. There was so much passion and love in that kiss.

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