That night, I lay in my bed. My parents sent me to bed at ten thirty pm every night but unfortunately, due to my anxiety issues, I had trouble sleeping, so I often made up impossible scenarios in my head or reflected on the day. Making up impossible scenarios was fun, I got to create that story. In my day dreams, I was always gorgeous, with the perfect smile, long straight hair and even skin. Right now, I hated my smile, had wavy curly hair (though people said my hair was beautiful, I didn't agree), and my pores had opened up drastically after I used a moisturising cream that didn't work with my skin. I didn't think I was pretty at all, which often made it hard at school and out. At school, when all the other kids were contributing to class, I wouldn't because I thought that people would judge me based on my looks. I always wore baggy clothes to hide who I was. I was tall and skinny, but I didn't feel that way, I felt long, lanky and in some places pudgy. But this wasn't reality, this was my dreams, so I was gorgeous and everybody loved me.
My phone buzzed next to me and though I knew I shouldn't pick it up, I did. It was a text message from Rhea. She wanted to hang out on the weekend and it had been so long since we hung out alone, so I replied, sure a girls day:). It would be nice to catch up with Rhea. When we were younger, we would constantly be over except whenever Jay was over as well, Rhea would hang out with Jay's sister. For some reason, Jay's sister always intimidated me a little, so I only ever hung out with Jay. He was hilarious and we used to sit and crack jokes all the time. I knew my parents would say yes to hanging out with Rhea, so I switched off my mobile and lay back peacefully on my bed. That's when the anxiety kicked in for the night. My closest friend at school became best friends with one of my other friends. The girl who Michaela had become best friends with was a girl who didn't even respect her before, and now that Michaela had gotten contacts and had her braces removed, Mia immediately wanted to be best friends. I was the third wheel now and it made me even more depressed. Was I really that bad? I knew that I had to talk to someone, so I decided to call my other best friend Smiruthi. She would understand, she had been through the same type of hurt I was facing now. She was brave though. We always called each other, almost every day. I opened up a new chat windows on my phone and composed a message.
Me: Hey Smiruthi, we need to talk tomorrow big problems, feeling upset:(
Smiruthi: aww it's okay, just message me at school, ik how u feel.
Me: thanks u r the best :) good night
Smiruthi: anytime, sweet dreams:)
I then closed my phone, because if I was on it any longer, I would lose all my sleep, so I switched it off and turned to the other side before attempting to sleep once again.
Sorry everyone, this is just a filler chapter, because I feel like the story is kind of going off topic, so I want to know from you guys where the story should go.
1- everyone reveals a secret or gets found out, which leads to the 'club'
2- a character lands in trouble, which makes the group bond
3- someone leaving either moving or actually leaving.
Thanks for your support guys with all the reads and @Peace0708 with ur lovely and encouraging comments:)
