Control (BOYXBOY / MPREG) BOOK 1

Chapter Six

Roman:

A few days passed by, and Neko hadn't said a word about what happened. I think he's just trying to avoid the subject, which is fine for now. I'd rather him not think about all the horrible things Misao did to him.

I stayed with him at the hospital for 2 weeks. I didn't want to leave his side knowing he was having continuous nightmares and panick attacks, it makes me feel awful. Knowing this monster had done this to him makes me cringe, watching Neko in the pain he was in and hiding it hurt me even more. "What are you thinking about?", I snapped my head out of my thoughts and looked at Neko. I had no idea he was awake, "oh nothing. Really" I smiled
He frowned "sure sure".

He was looking better than he did before, some of the bruises have started to fade to yellow but that just means they're healing. We've become alittle closer in these past few weeks, he's even let me kiss him a few times which surprises me. Every time I'd get up to go get something he'd immediately start to panick alittle, and I'd hurry back to his side to calm him down again. "I swear, it's nothing" I said
"Promise?" He whispered
"I promise"

He gave me a small smile and continued looking at the TV. I just stared at him in awe, almost in the light it seemed he was glowing. His pale skin and his beautiful Alaskan blue eyes glittered endlessly it seemed, this was my mate. Now I know this mating wasn't a mistake....our goddess put us together for a reason.

My father popped in and out of the room daily to check on Neko a lot, mostly for X-rays and check ups. He should be out of here in no time, and would get to go home. As for Misao, he probably ran back to his father. No ones seen him since all of this and if he comes back, there will be hell to pay.

Neko:

I didn't want to think about anything. Misao was the last thing on my mind, why? Because I see him all the time. In my dreams, he never leaves and it terrifies me. I don't want to trouble anyone anymore than I already have, especially not Roman...I couldn't do that to him. I just want to forget it all, I want it all to go away.

But will it really go away?
Yes.
Do you honestly think that?
I do.
How can you be sure?
Because...because....
Now will you listen to me when I say you always make stupid decisions? This is why you have a mate.

I sighed shaking my head, looking at Roman. A small corner of his mouth rose and took my hand "what's the matter?" He asked. For some reason I felt more calm to his touch and I relaxed, "over thinking that's all. I'm fine" I replied. You're so stubborn, my wolf said kind of irritatedly. I laughed to myself inwardly squeezing Romans hand, "when the hell can I go home?"
He shrugged "when my dad says you're all clear" .

"All clear huh? How clear do I have to be?" I huffed. Roman laughed lightly, "clear enough to walk I guess, you're gonna need crutches". I groaned,  well at least I'd be home soon...I get to be with my siblings, And my parents....I know they're going to ask about everything and I would tell them if I could. How can I tell me father that the fiancé that was picked for me beat me? I don't want him to take the blame, because it is my fault...I let this happen. I'm just a waste of space.

"Neko...I need to ask you something" Roman said. My heart skipped alittle as I looked him in the eyes, I nodded waiting for him to speak again. He stared at me for a moment and then took a deep breath, "I know you think this mating was an accident, but I know for a fact it wasn't. Our goddess doesn't make accidents happen, and I know us being together was in her plan. Neko, I've never felt more sure about someone in my life and meeting you and being with you like this has made me realize how much I already care about you. In a way I'm saying...I'm starting to fall for you more and more, and I want to stay by your side and make you happy. I know you probably don't know your feelings for me yet but I'll wait for as long as it takes for you to feel something back for me." .

I held onto his hand, squeezing it. Staring into his hazel eyes trying not cry, he was right I'm not sure about my feelings but I know for a fact I don't want him to leave me...I could fall for him, I'm just afraid to...I'm afraid to drive him away. "Roman..."
In an instant he pulled me into his arms and hugged me close to his chest, I wanted to stay in his embrace hoping it'd get rid of all the bad memories.
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Tada!!! I'm having a lot of fun writing this! Anyways I'll be updating this daily so practically a new chapter almost everyday? Yes. I have free time 😂