Control (BOYXBOY / MPREG) BOOK 1

Chapter One

"Neko stop fidgeting. It's getting really, really annoying."

"Sorry..."
I stopped fiddling with my fingers and sat quietly in my chair. Tonight was a big night. My big sister was getting married to her mate. To say the least I'm a bit envious of my other two siblings....They found their mates out of love. But for me...

"Didn't I just say stop?" Misao hissed at me. I hadn't realized I was doing anything until I felt his tight grip on my wrist. I yanked away (probably shouldn't have done that) and continued to keep my eyes on my sister at the alter. I could feel his eyes boring at the side of my face, but I acted like I didn't notice.

"I'll deal with you later"
I gulped.

Me and Misao, in retrospect, are very different. We were forced into an engagement because of our parents. The only thing is I do love Misao, when I first met him I instantly fell for him...but I don't know how he feels for me. Sometimes we argue and I end up getting hit. It's been happening a lot lately, but I can't say anything to my parents or my siblings...I don't want to involve them in that.

After the ceremony everyone went to the reception hall. Misao told me to stay where he could see me and flitted off somewhere. "So. This is married life huh? Dazzling" ,
I laughed at my sister Nimex
"Dazzling huh. Well that's new"
"Mom and Dad went all out again, how annoying" she snickered. I smiled, I was truly happy for her. The love her and Kira have is something I wish I had with someone...

"Neko?" She whispered
I shook my thoughts and gave her a smile. "What is it?"
She lowered her head "Neko, I know you being engaged to Misao is a bit unfair...but you know this is in the clans best intrest right?"

I nodded

"This is only to pull out clans together. And you know maybe sometime you and Misao will grow close" Nimex gave me a smile. Oh how I wish I could tell her what's really going on...but I can't. I can't do it and it kills me.

"I know. But sometimes I feel like he really doesn't like me..." I whispered. Hoping she didn't hear my outer thoughts, but she grabbed my hand and gently squeezed it. I'm so glad to have my sister around.

She sighed loudly "well. I should find our older brother before he decides to spike the punch or something. I'll be right back". I don't know why, but I felt so lonely after she left. There were a lot of couples at this wedding and a lot of higher ups. My father, who made me a Beta, even went as far as to invite clans from Germany. Highly unnecessary and crowded. I was starting to feel light headed.

"Hey get up. We're leaving. Now.". I felt a shiver down my spin at the harsh voice, I knew it was Misao. I didn't want to say I didn't want to leave because of my sister, that'd only make him mad...

"Yeah...let me just tell my family I'm leaving" I mumbled. From a distance I could see my older brother Miku talking to two other men, no one I actually recognized. But he sees me see him and then they all start to walk over. Shit.

"Hey baby brother, where ya goin'?" Miku squeezed me.

"We were about to leave, uh but I wanted to say bye to sis first" I said.

"Eh I'll tell her, anyways you remember Kira's brothers Akito and Roman right?" He asked.

"Oh...Uhm not really...?" I said flatly. I started to feel hot, and I didn't understand why. But when I looked up and locked eyes with Roman...I felt like there was no noise. Like it was just me and him standing there. But I quickly shook my head waved goodbye to them and practically ran out of there and into the car.

I was breathing so hard and sweating so much at this point that I felt I was going to pass out. What the hell was that??

"The fucks wrong with you?" Misao said sourly as we were halfway to our house. I stayed silent, because I honestly don't know what's wrong with me.

"It's hot, that's all" I replied.
"Bullshit"

Once we were in the house I didn't even get a chance to take off my shoes. I was pined against the wall roughly, and heavy breathing in the center of my face. Misao unraveld my pants forcing them down, I tried to jerk away but he's so much stronger than me. And then I saw what he saw..

"You fucking slut. Getting imprinted at your sisters wedding. You make me sick" he spat. Imprinted?

"But I.." But I didn't know. But there it was, a small seal below my belly button...it was the seal of the Shion clan. My sister has one on her back from when she first met Kira.

"So who is it you little slut? HUH? WHO?", and then I was on the ground, blood pouring from my mouth. I crawled to the end of the hall sobbing,
"I don't know! I--!"

But you do know. My wolf said
You know exactly who it is

"You're absolutly disgusting. How do you not imprint with your own fiancé?" Misao then kicked me in the ribs, I coughed and gaged feeling dizzy. When he stopped and went upstairs I crawled my way to the living room. I sat and cried until darkness swept me away.