Control (BOYXBOY / MPREG) BOOK 1

Chapter Seven

Neko:

I watched as the birds flew over the tons of trees in our forest, listening to them squawk and make a V formation. I'm happy to be in my own home again, I feel a bit free. Though I am worried about one thing, what if Misao comes back..? My parents would hand me back over to him would they? No. This engagement is done, no more will I have to endure Misao's torture and beatings.

Then why does it seem he always comes back?

" only in my dreams..."

And why is that?

" he just wants to hurt me...I know he does and I can't get away from him.."

He comes back because you let him young pup. You need to talk about these things with your mate. He's willing to listen.

"I've already burdened him enough.." I sighed. I've put more shame to my family than anything, I haven't spoken to my father and my mother only cries when she looks at me. I know my father is upset because now the treaty is in jeopardy, and there won't be any heirs for either side. It's rather humiliating, and I've kept my self at a distance so I don't damage anything else.

Roman....how could I even think to put him in a situation like this? I should've told him when I had the chance...and I didn't, I don't want to mess anything else up. "Neko"
I turned from the balcony view and faced Roman, he had somewhat of a solem look on his face. "Yes?" I said
"Dinners ready if you want to eat" he replied.
I nodded "I'll....be down in a few". He frowned and walked towards me, I stepped back alittle, my heart pounding.

He traced the back of his hand across my cheek, staring at me deeply with his beautiful hazel eyes. I stared back into them, my heart was beating so fast I was afraid it could he heard. It was silent for a long minute until he finally spoke,
"Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?" He whispered sweetly.

" isn't that something you'd tell a girl" I chuckled.

He smiled "well, no. But as my mate I'd think it's appropriate to say, and I mean it".

I smiled back, letting him lean closer to my face. In an instant he smashed his lips onto mine, my arms locked around his neck while his hands trailed down my waist. What was this feeling? Love? It could be, I think I am falling in love with Roman. And I couldn't be happier.

Roman:

I'm on cloud nine. I can't believe how much Neko is starting to warm up to me. Up till now I couldn't see myself without him in my life, I'd do anything and everything for him.

I pulled away from his lips, taking in the heated moment. His face was bright red and he was panting, I smiled. He buried his adorable face into my shoulder mumbling something I couldn't hear, "what?"
"S-sorry" he panted. I kissed the back of his head, smiling to myself. God he was so cute, how could I have gotten so damn lucky?

He finally pulled away but still keeping his head down. "We should head downstairs" he mumbled, I nodded in response. After we ate dinner everyone started to head to bed, I stayed downstairs to help Miku in the kitchen kind of spacey, still thinking about what had happened before.

"Why are you smiling to yourself like that?", I snapped out of my thoughts looking at Miku, "what ever do you mean?" I smirked. He gaped "something happened between you and my little brother huh! TELL ME!"

I shrugged "we just talked that's all"

"Liar" he laughed "at least he's smiling more though, that's all I want". I smiled, yeah that's all I want for Neko too. I want him to be happy, always. And I want to be the one that makes him happy...always.
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