I woke up around 5 Am. Shiloh was still fast asleep. I got up and I began to piece the night together. We slept. I slept on Shiloh. I made contact with her. I felt those thoughts for her. Shit. And I skipped out on Jeff last night.
Damn it, damn it, damn it....I don't know what drove me to even Skip out on Jeff, He's three times my size and can kick my ass in a heartbeat! Damn.... I gotta tell him the truth. I can't lie to him.
He's probably still there too, knowing him. I took off and did my best to get to the meeting point off of an old highway. Sure enough, He was there. He looked up before I could get a word out.
"Ben...What took you so long?"
"Uh, ya know man, I just forgot last night."
Jeff stood. "I Know you didn't forget Ben. I Know you didn't."
I shrugged "Hey man, Im sorry. I just got really comfortable last night."
He looked mad. "Hey, this isnt a damn vacation, so dont get comfy. Youre just here to watch Shiloh while i take a break so she doesnt Kill her psycho self."
"You can't just take a break from a girl, man. Thats just not how a girl works." Jeff's ignorancy pissed me off.
Jeff shrugged and laughed. "Ben, I thought you knew me man. Ya know. Havin' fun with a girl, goin' to the next. Remember when we'd do that for fun?"
I can't even look at him...I'm disgusted...
"Whatever man. How long am I gonna stay with Shiloh?"
"Leave whenever you want. She won't know the difference. She'll get 'er mom to come home and she'll be fine. She's better now. She isn't gonna cut herself anymore. As a matter of fact, you can come home now and hang out."
"Nah, ....I gotta at least say bye."
He shrugged with his hands in his pockets."Whatever man. See ya soon." And with that, We went our seperate ways. I've never been so frustrated with Jeff ever. I gotta tell Shiloh what he's doing. This is sickening. I never thought I'd care about some girl so much. Let alone this teenage human chick.
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Shiloh's POV
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••May 11, 2013
I just got up...Its about 7? Im exhausted...Ben must've went out somewhere. We got home really late last night...It was really fun though. it reminded me a lot of Jeff for some reason. I find myself....Missing him. I miss him. Jeff. Kinda I guess. I mean, we did have sex. It's only logical for my brain to want him....But my heart doesn't miss him as much yet. I'm still wicked pissed. I think it's time to talk to Brit about this huge fuckin' disaster. ••
I made breakfast, got a shower, Washed clothes, got ready. The now usual morning. I texted Brittany.
"Brit. Come to the Morning Diner at 10:30."
I waited a minute or two. No reply. Five minutes. Ten minutes.
It was 8:45. Then 8:50. Fuck this, I grabbed my stuff and left. I didn't expect to see Her at the Diner and at this point I didn't want to anymore.
Surely enough, after a few hours of work, She did come around. I sat her down at a far corner booth and treated her as a customer.
"Hi Shiloh..."
"Table for one?"
"Uh...Yeah..? What's up?"
"Follow me." I grabbed a menu and seated her.
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Until We Go To Sleep (Jeff the Killer)
Fanfiction14 year old Shiloh is having some mental issues that she cannot handle. Her mother barely knows, her younger sister is too young to understand, and her best friend does the best she can. Shiloh can't handle herself. She cuts, she purges, and now, sh...
