Nobody's Perfect But You're Perfect... To Me (kellic)

Chapter 2- Kick me

Kellin's pov-
"S-sorry about earlier I don't know why I was so I r-rude" I awkwardly apologised, while silently cursing about my stupid stutter... Breathe in... And out... In... And out...
Vic waved his hand infront of my face to take me out of my trance
"You space out alot... I would love to know what is going on in that little mind of yours" Vic said before seeing how creeped out I must have looked and apologising. I laughed awkwardly and we finally went inside.
I sat down cross legged on the floor and Vic laughed before sitting down on the spinny desk chair. I jumped up and sat on him.
"For Christmas this year, Santa I want... a pony and a-a... toy car!!" I said in my baby voice. Wow I'm wierd...
Vic and I were laughing so much I fell off Vic's lap and started choking on nothingness.
Ahem... We looked up to see Tony and Mike staring at us trying not to laugh.
"What?" I asked innocently still in my baby voice, out if the corner of my eye I saw Vic shaking his head before also falling off the chair onto me.
Oof!
By now we were all laughing hysterically as we both sat on the floor laughter making us too weak to stand up.
"We just cane to check on you but since you are obviously fine we will leave you be...?" Mike said through laughter before leaving with Tony, aww!

When we had stopped laughing I climbed up the ladder to my bunk and laid down. Why am I so comfortable around Vic? Why does Oli hate him? Why does Vic have such an adorable laugh? What are Oli and I? Nothing I hope... Why am I here? What is the point? Why do people talk to me? Why didn't my parents just kill me? Why does Vic look like a llama? A very cute llama don't get me wrong...
I drifted off into a dreamless sleep.
I woke up at 2am, I won't be able to get back to sleep now... I sat up banging my head on the ceiling, I forgot I was now in the top bunk. As I rubbed my head I looked at the dark room and noticed the light from Vic's laptop illuminating the dorm. Tipping my head over the edge of the bed I saw an upside down Vic (wait what?! Oh... I'm the one upside down...) looking aggravated. He groaned again before having a mini tantrum on his bed making sure not to wake me up... Wait am I stalking him or just impersonating a bat by hanging from my bed?
"Why won't you just be straight?!" Vic shouted before cursing under his breath. Tears welled up in my eyes although I knew he wasn't talking to me. My dad had said the exact same thing to me before... I flipped backwards off the bed (hardcore parkour) and ran out if the room. I heard footsteps after me but couldn't process what was happening as my legs carried me off to wherever they wanted.

Panting, I slid my back against the tree I always sat at whenever I needed to calm down and think straight. He wasn't even speaking to me, he was shouting at his laptop, but in that moment I couldn't see, everything was blurry and my dads words were echoing around my head. I'm just glad I got away before I went insane and lost my self control. I sat against the tree crying until sleep consumed me again...

Dream:
My dad towered over me kicking me as I backed into the corner curled into a ball on the floor.
"Why can't you just be straight" he spat down at me as he bent to my level slapping me round the face. It stung like hell and I held back tears. My dad looked me in the eyes as his face morphed into Oli's before changing back to usual again. He pushed my head against the wall and a sharp pain shot through my head before he left me in the room alone. I sat shaking uncontrollably before feeling blood oozing through my hair. He hated me enough before he found out I was gay... Why won't he kill me already?

"Kellin?!" I heard and exasperated voice call out, awakening me from my horrible dream, I was shaking violently and crying uncontrollably when I saw Vic with Ronnie both walking towards me. Pathetically, I tried to hide by crawling behind the tree... It didn't work...