Chapter 6- Boom

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Kellin's pov-
"It will be okay, this doesn't affect anything, I still love you..." I looked up at Vic, did I miss hear him?! Is he messing with me?

As soon as he had said the words he looked like he regretted them so much, but my vision was blurry from my crying. Poor Vic, I had noticed how he seemed really upset in here, he had ever since we arrived at the clinic...

My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door closing, Vic had left. Now Chris and I were awkwardly sat in the room with the nurse still looking at us smiling fakely. I was about to loose it. Chris could tell and quickly let me outside, thanking the lady nicely.

I leant my back against the wall, trying to remember how to breathe normally. What if I ruined any chances I had with Vic,
"I love you too, Vic" I whispered through my tears. To be perfectly honest, I had forgotten Chris was here with me until he came and sat with me.
" C'mon, let's get you back. I think you need to explain to Vic..." he trailed off as I nodded.

As soon as we were back, I ran off to talk to Mikey and Tony, I need their advice...

"Wait, what?" Mikey asked in shock after I explained everything.
"Please don't make me explain it for the fourth time?!" I whined as Tony and Mikey stared at me with blank expressions.
"I. Love. Victor." I stated slowly hoping they would get the point.
"Well tell him then you idiot" Tony interjected
"Yea, what are you doing here?" Mikey joined in.
"Fine, fine, I'm going..." I mumbled walking out

Nervously I walked down the hall, the mood was ruined when I heard Mikey calling, "Use a condom!" after me.
I can kill him later...

I opened the door carefully, incase Vic was sleeping, he wasn't. Well, what am I waiting for..?
Vic looked at me, his eyes puffy from crying. It broke me seeing him like this...

I sat on the edge of his bed trying not to sit on his legs accidentally.
"I love you too..." I whispered trying to hold back my tears.

Vic turned his head to look at me,
"Really" he asked weakly,
"Yes, I always have since the day I met you..." I trailed off realising how stupid I sounded. Vic just smiled at me, and I swear my heart exploded right then.

Vic's pov-
I was still laying in my bed, he really likes me too...
"Vic..." Kellin whined like a 6 year old, "I'm lonely..." He finished
"I'm right here though?" I answered sleepily,
"But I'm lonellllyyyyyyy!" Why is he so adorable?
"Come here..." I asked trying not to sound rude. He did so and decided to sit directly on me. Thanks for that?!

Mike's pov-
Kellic is real! Falalalalalalalalala... We never mention this to anyone...

"Mikey!!" Tony called, "We have lessons again tomorrow!"
"I know Tone, thats how school works, it's only Monday today so what do you expect baby?" I asked struggling not to laugh at his cuteness and his drowsiness.

As I walked in to the main room, from the kitchen, I saw a very odd sight. Tony was laying on his back with his legs in the air, why?
"Umm, Tone, why are you on the floor?" I asked holding back a laugh
"Why are you not on the floor?" he replied smirking, not this again!
"Tonnyyyy" I asked cautiously, "did you rob another liquor store..?!"

I somehow ended up also on the floor like 'a turtle stuck on his back' as Tony described it. We stayed like this until there was a knock on the door,
"Enter!" I shouted, I'm so hyper...

Kellin and Vic walked in and joined us flailing about on the floor... What are we doing with our lives?
"Umm... Why are we doing this?" Kellin asked through giggles.
"Because KELLIC!" I shouted in Vic's ear, since he was closest to me.

Both Kellin and Vic blushed, Kellin hiding his face in Vic's chest... Wow they're moving kinda fast... Never mind, they both need this. By now we were all sat up but still on the floor. We have chairs but who wants to sit on a chair?!

"So, how's life?" Kellin tried making conversation. But failing,
"Good, good" Tony replied awkwardly. The rest of the evening was pretty much the same until my brother and Kellin finally left.

"Mikey!" Tony complained, "you smell"
"Why thankyou!" I shouted back to him somewhere else in the small flat.
"I'm going to have a shower!" I called, "you can join if you want" I said quieter before running off laughing. This should be fun.

Kellin's pov-
I took my pills and decided to try sleep while Vic did whatever the fudge it was he was doing. As I laid there I was just thinking about how things could actually not be terrible... Just one problem. Oli.

The thought of Oli at the moment made me want to cry and puke, it's like happiness is something I'm just not allowed. That will never change. My dad ensured I couldn't be happy when I was younger and now that job has beened passed down to Oli.

I was crying hysterically as the memories flooded my brain: 'Happiness? What's that? Why would you want such a thing? Well, I can make sure that never happens'
'You can trust me, I love you! Don't you love me?! Show me you love me!'

I was shaken awake by Vic looking concerned.
"You were crying alot in your sleep, it's ok. It's just a dream, I'm here now" he continued to whisper these thing until we had to get ready for lessons. Today is going be too much, I can tell. I just hope I don't loose it or have a panic attack. I grabbed my pills and took some before running off to first period.

A/N Sorry, yet again it's terrible but I needed to update. And sorry I took so long to update, lots of sh*t has gone down and I will either update really little or loads because of how I deal with things.
Sorry Vic x

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