Dans POV.
Chris's eyes widen as he looks at PJ then back up at me. "I'm not aloud to tell you" he whispers and I look at him, pleading him. "PJ. He's my brother. I need to know. I.. Need to know Chris... Please." I choke out and he looks down.
He nods silently.
My head started spinning as I felt like the walls were closing in. Why did I not notice sooner! I'm such a fuck up to not realise that my brother is in pain.. Why am I so stupid for not seeing this sooner. Why PJ? He felt the need to take his own life... Was it because of me??
"It wants because of you." My eyes widen as I look up and see Chris Smiling slightly like he was reading my mind. "He used to get bullied by his ex remember? He felt worthless." He says and I look down. Nodding as I remember him telling me about his ex.
Was I that oblivious and to stuck up to think of my own problems before anyone else's???
"Thank you Chris." I say about to get up but then he cuts me. Of with a question that I never wanted to answer. "Have you attempted suicide?" I look up at him. A single tear fell from my eyes as I stand there.
I nod slowly.
"Goodnight Chris." I say and he smiles "thank you for telling me." He whispers and I smile. "It's fine. Thank you for telling me about this little fluff ball aswell." I say referring to PJ. I kneel down and kiss PJs cheek. "Goodnight sweetheart." I whisper before getting up and heading to my room.
I sit down on my bed cross legged and just looked down at my hands. I keep thinking about The Icy blue eyes, but why?
Lyrics play in my head as I keep thinking about him.
And now I don't understand it.
You mess with love you mess with the truth.
And my heart don't understand why I got you on my mind.
Why I got You on my mind.
Because I don't understand why I have him in my mind. Fuck he's making me question my sexuality. His beautiful neck tattoos and piercings just made him seem dangerous yet he was nothing but dangerous.
He was the college opposite of dangerous
He's the shy, quite boy who can't control his feelings.
He's broken.
And I feel the need to fix his pieces.
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