Well guys idk where to begin I'm having an ultrasound done tomorrow morning...my female doctor also known as the gyno had me explain my past..... My girlfriend left me and I'm losing myself... My life's going down hill I'm so depressed I don't know what to do anymore I'm so lost... I lost her.... I went to the gyno the next day and had to explain what had happened to me when i was younger and no i have an ultrasound tomorrow and the pain just wont stop.... Im breaking i cant do this i just don't know what to do...... :( i wish i could just transition and be comfortable in my own skin and not be in pain but i cant do that instead I'm stuck going to a female doctor and having to bring up my past....when can i just be happy...when can i just be okay with myself . :'(
Im sorry guys i just needed to get that off my chest :( ....anyway I'm going to try and calm down love you all.
~Alec
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RandomI know I'm not the only one with problems like not knowing how to dress or act and how to feel about yourself. This is my journal to tell you a little about me and to help you with anything you may need help on.
