I know I'm not the only one with problems like not knowing how to dress or act and how to feel about yourself. This is my journal to tell you a little about me and to help you with anything you may need help on.
Hello my handsome/ gorgeous readers. I hope you are all doing better with your lives, haha. I know I have been saying I'm going to try to post more but work and getting ready for school and finally getting a second job is kicking my butt!.....well I have a lot of news, good....and bad....I'm losing my mind. But changes have been happening I've been going by Angel a lot lately but I'm also still being called Alec which seems more familiar to me. I'm not sure what to do on the days I feel like a guy I have to hide it now because my spermdonor looks down on me and my grandma asks me why I'm not dressing like a girl....I lost my only friend I had because I did something very stupid I'm trying to find new friends but I'm horrible at making conversations and making people like me. My whole wardrobe now is black haha with my band t-shirts and my joker shirts.....been getting yelled at more and I feel like I keep screwing people's lives up. I've completely lost myself and i feel like I'm stuck. I am growing my hair out and I am having mixed feelings about cutting it again....I'm so lost at who I am, and what I am doing with my life....I'm not trying to make this a pitty party i just i don't know what to do. I'm lost and I feel alone. I guess it's the depression kicking my butt again. But hey who knows.... here are some changes from last August.
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