So....a lot of things have changed Im not longer with Cloud. Im almost 19 and graduating this year. Wow where does the time go?
I finally left my dads over a year ago and things have been so much better. The only different thing is Im Angel not Alec. I have changed so much and I know Alec is still inside of me and that will never change. But, I needed to find who I was and make myself happy and that is being me Angel, Alec, Jelly, Bean whatever you want to call me that is who I am.
I live with my moms and they have helped me so much it is unreal. Many times I feel I am not good enough still but I realize Im better than I ever have been because I have grown into a wonderful person. Im going to be a nurse and have a family of my own one day (hopefully)....
I want to let you know just because Alec is not on the outside he is still inside me and if any of you need me I am always here. Im sorry I have been gone but I needed to find myself. I love you all.
~a.a
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Genderfluid or FtM?
RandomI know I'm not the only one with problems like not knowing how to dress or act and how to feel about yourself. This is my journal to tell you a little about me and to help you with anything you may need help on.
