I know I haven't posted in a few days and I'm v sorry frens.
So I just got back from a travel meet (well it was last weekend anyway not the point) and for the past month or so I've been training harder than I usually do and (I usually practice hard) but all I did was gain a lot of time and then just got nothing from my coaches except "you should've gone faster" or "what's wrong with you? I've seen you go faster in practice". I haven't had a meet since early November and most people around me told me I'm bound to get a breakthrough for my times since I'm so much faster at practice. I guess it's nice to know that all of that time and effort I put in didn't pay off one bit. Look I know I have to have my "heart and mind" in it too and I think I do but I'm a very pessimistic person so it's hard to think differently.
