A few hours later, I decided to just go home.
Luke doesn't even know who I am. I haven't slept in my own bed in over 3 weeks, all because I didn't want to leave him there. I was the one who stayed there with him, not her.
I got into my car, and drove back home. When I walk in, Leeann is sitting on the couch, and Michael beside her. They were laughing at the movie Stepbrothers playing on the tv, and I couldn't help but pay attention to how happy they are together. They couldn't seem to stop smiling around each other. Michael treated her like she is his everything, and I'm very happy for Leeann for finding someone like Michael.
Cause what made me happy is gone.
I give them both a slight smile as they turn their heads towards me. I was soaked from the rain, and I just wanted to take a shower, and sleep.
"I'm gonna go take a shower, then probably take a nap." I mumble, and Leeann nods and I drag myself upstairs. I walk to the bathroom, and shut the door. I turn on the water, and take off all of my clothes, and step under the warm water.
After I had washed my body and hair, I turned off the water, and stepped out of the shower.
I walked to my room in a towel, and looked for some clothes to wear.
I found Luke's blink-182 shirt, and cried. The same shirt he was wearing the day of the accident.
I held his shirt in my hands, and sobbed as I sat down on the floor. The shirt smelled like him, and I missed it. I missed laying in his arms. I missed him.
But now he doesn't even know who I am, and I don't know if he ever will.
this chapter is short and sad but I don't think I've clarified that Leeann and Amber live in the same house. Like they share a house cause they are graduated and stuff so yeahhhh.
