Infinite Imagines

Without Words Pt2 (L)

You woke up with swollen eyes. The memorys of yesterday was still fresh in your mind. Although you haven't really seen and talked with him or haven't really known the details, it seems like Myungsoo already did a lot of things to you, which made you feel distressed.

You're not even sure if you want to talk to him. But if you'll do, you're sure it'll be harsher - the only thing that you're thankful of is that you still had not spoken to him. But still...

You washed your face with cold water and stared at yourself through the mirror. You looked pale and unhealthy. If someone sees you, they will surely think you're ill.

You feel lazy, but it's the morning, and you don't want to end up crying again because of that . So even if you felt tired, you forced yourself to go down to the kitchen for some breakfast. But even though you also hadn't eaten dinner last night, you still don't feel like eating right now. So, you just heated some water and made yourself a coffee.

You were staring blankly into space when your phone suddenly rang. You saw the caller ID, but because you're too sleepy and your eyes still hurts, you aren't sure who it was after answering it, more like forgetting who it was.

[Hello?]

"Hello..." you answered in a sluggish voice.

[_____... About yesterday... I'm...] the caller said frustrated. [You know I really feel uneasy when I'm guilty. I'm... sorry...]

"Uh..." you answered, you were thinking deeply that you were not actually listening.

[I'm sorry for not telling you... if you want I'll-]

"Uh, who is this?" suddenly, you're back in the trance, and the person you're talking to also noticed that.

[Sungyeol. _____, are you okay?] He knows you're not. But still, he has to ask.

"I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood right now. Maybe, call some other time." You told him.

[Oh yeah. I'm sorry, bye...] He answered unhappily, and he was. Not like the typical Sungyeol that you know. He is already planning to call you, and it is going to be very soon.

"Bye." You said and hang up.