Judged

Chapter 2

(A/N at end of chapter :) And the video to the right is best played at the part where she sings. )

~Chapter 2~

"Sam? Samantha!" I snap out of it and swing my head to look at my best friend in the world, Alyssa. She's like a sister to me and I love her with all my heart. We get mad at each other but we always make up in like 1 hour. She is kind of blood related but not by much. At least by what I hurd.

"Ya sorry" I say as she gives me a smile and pushes me a little.

"What's up with you lately? Your not you." She asked as she stared at me with confused eyes.

I shook my head and said, "it's just I feel like I don't belong here. I feel uncomfortable when I walk into town and even in my own house." I say not holding anything back.

That's what I love about Alyssa, I can tell her anything and she won't judge me. She'll give me her honest opinion no matter what. He the only one I tell about my problems at home an trust with it.

She wraps her arms around me in a tight hug. "I'll always love you."

I laugh a little and look at her with amused eyes. "We'll I hope so! We've known each since we were 5."

"Remember 4 grade in," I cut her off with a little laugh.

"Ya in Mrs.kindlers room. We caused so much havoc you and I." We both burst out laughing with the thought.

I loved this. Right here. I can actually be myself around her. I stop laughing with my stomach now hurting.

"Music?" He said as I started to get up and gather my things.

"No I gotta go before Dan wakes up." I say with a sigh. I look at my phone to see a text message from Jason on it.

'You coming home soon?' I just closed the screen and shoved my phone into my pocket.

"It's 12:35 Sam! Can't you stay a little longer?" Alyssa begged with her puppy dog eyes that always end worked I her parents. But over the years it's kid of worn off on me.

"No I really gotta go but ill text you later it i remember." She jumped up and gave me another tight hug and headed toward her door.

"Ok but how about tomorrow?"she asked me as she opened the door and lead me down stairs.

"I....can't....I have something" I stutter a little. Hurt crossed her eyes.

"Why are you Lying to me? You never lie." I look down not wanting to look her I the eyes.

"I'm sorry ill tell you later about it but I just have to go." I finally say before I walked out of the house and stared down the street for my house.

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I set down my bag on my bed and sank to sit. I put my head on my hands and took several deep breaths. Tonight was the night. I would be running, not stoping for anything.

Knock knock

I look up in to see Jason standing there leaning up against the door frame.

"Tonight?" Was all he said. I was confused, surly he didn't know? Or did he.

"What...are you talking about jason?" I say not wanting him to say the next thing he said.

"Running. Well I'm coming with you." He said before he turned around and walked to his room.

I got up and ran after him. "Wait how did you know!" I say quietly trying to hold back my anger. He stopped but without turning around he said.

"I know you sam." And than he continued to his room.