Judged

Chapter 4

(A/N At the end)

~Chapter 4~

My heart was beating so fast I swear I thought it was going to burst out of my chest. I had no idea what was going on!

-Shift Sam!-

A familiar voice drifted into my head. I had no idea what he was talking about.

-Just clear your head and think of your wolf inside you. It'll hurt but once you do it enough times it wont.-

I still didn't know what was going on but i looked back to where the wolf jumped and there stood Jason wearing basketball shorts, just basket ball shorts. Let me tell you they were a little low for you could see his 'V'. My cheeks flushed red and it felt like they were on fire. I found my self looking at the ground embarrassed out of my mind. I herd him laugh a little and that only made me mad. Oh my gosh I felt like i was always mad! What the hell did i get myself into!

"Hey you like what you see." He said as he burst out laughing. I looked at him again and i found myself laughing with him but i was pretty sure we were laughing for completely different reasons.

"Umm I think we should move before that huge wolf comes back." I managed to get out after I got ahold of myself. I was still shaking from the experience and i really didn't want it to happen again.

"Sam that was me. I figured if I scared you well enough your wolf would go into defensive mode and shift without thinking but it looks like you can control her very well for a just shifter." He explained at he got closer. I just stared at hi with huge eyes and I'm pretty sure my mouth was hanging open a little to. It took me a minute to processes this new information but it finally clicked in my head.

"You were that thing, that huge wolf? And let me get this straight, I can do that to?" i questioned him. Now he was about 2 feet away and i could sense his body heat retreating off of him. His heart was beating a little fast but his breathing was normal.

"Yes you can turn into a huge wolf." he simply said. I wanted to find this out for myself so i stepped back and took off my heavy sweatshirt. I threw it on the ground net to the tree and looked at Jason.

"teach me how to do that."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~

~~~~

~~

~

"Come on Sam! Just clear your mind and think of yourself as a huge wolf." I was standing with my eyes closed in the middle of a field that Jason found when i was passed out. When I asked him to teach me how to shift i didn't know it would be this hard. We've been out here for 2 and a half hours and still no progress. The first hour all he taught me was how to control my anger and other emotions and talk through mind... umm what was that called again? Oh yea! Talk through Mind-Link.

"I'm trying Jason!" I yelled back ta him trying not to break my concentration. I took a deep breath and cleared m head of all thoughts and worry's. I could feel my wolf breaking the surface trying to release herself but I pushed her down and thought of myself as a big wolf. It took about 2 minuets before i could feel hair start to sprout on my arms and the back of my neck. I tried to open my eyes but Jason mind linked me.

-Don't look you'll only stop yourself from shifting, trust me. You got it just keep doing what your doing!-

-ok- Was all i said before i felt a big crack. I whimpered in pain but kept going. Jason said during the shift my bones break and reposition themselves and grow longer to fit my wolfs body. It started to go faster until I jumped in mid-air and landed on all fours growling at Jason. He looked at me smiling. I did it!! I actually shifted! I was eager to see what my wolf looked like and Jason must of sensed it because he shifted to and came running at me. I was no longer scared of his wolf so I sat there knowing he wouldn't jump on me. He skidded to a halt and sat there in front of me.