His Life Alone .

Day nine . Part two .

After eating in the chinese restaurant , we all left and went home . In my mothers home . I even called my friends who knew , The Devronne to support me . As much i wanted to burst it all out , it won't do much thing . When we arrived at our home , everyone was there . Scott with Amanda and Ziyon , Clairol Joshua with Bea , Daniel and Alessandra and Brian with his two little sisters ; Christine and Hannah . The Devronne are seating few miles from everyone . When they notice us , they suddenly stood up and walk towards the door .

Chloe open the door and we all went in . The others went inside the living room while Scott , Amanda and Ziyon went to my room to let the baby sleep . The Devronne stayed behind me with Joseph . They encourage me to tell the truth . I never thing that telling them the truth is feel different . Its hard to make them understand what i have . But i need to try it .

They are looking at me , seriously . I tried to go back of the idea of telling them the truth but Joseph pushed me . " Kaya mo iyan , Sir Thomas . Nandito lang kami para sa iyo . Sumusuporta . " [ You can do it , Sir Thomas . We are here to support you . ] Joseph whispered . He gave me a glass of water to drink and went on .

" Its been eighteen days of not seeing each other . How are you? " I asked . They just gave me a heads up and a smile . I gulp and continue . " Its been three years and months that i kept this from you all . Not technically all , because Devronne knew it . Even Clairol Joshua's family and Scott and his wife knew it too . Sorry Bry to kept it from you . Do you ever noticed different me from before and now? " I asked them , trying to give them a clue .

" You getting paler and paler day by day . " Brian answered . Every body agreed to it . They seem to noticed it at all .

" I am sorry for everything . Truly sorry for every thing . Joseph pushed me to let you all knew my secret that what i've kept and he knew the story . " I never tried to finished when my coughing begins to attack . I can't breathe , again . Joseph handed me the inhaler for my sickness . I whispered to him that i gave him the permission to tell .

" Sorry for keeping this . Sir Thomas has a stage four lung cancer . His days are already counted , he got few weeks left . I told him to make up with every one he had argument with . Be at peace when he die . " Joseph said between looking at me and to them .

I never imagine that they would know the truth and it feels like its going into slow motion . They all make sound like crying . Mom ran towards her bedroom and Dad followed her . Chloe and Shawn are crying behind the sofa . The Tyson's siblings are crying on the sofa . This would ends badly for any moment .

Chelsea came with a glass of water for every one . Micheal calm the Tyson's siblings . Juliette stood there , behind my back . Nathaniel stood behind her . When i turn around , she was crying . " You kept this? From us? " She asked , trying not burst out crying . I nodded at her with my eyes close . " Why Thomas? "

Joseph let me stand up and walk me towards Juliette . I stood four steps away from her 'cause i know she is vulnerable by now . " I accepted this . Every one , the Devronne , Scott , Clairol Joshua begged me to do chemotherapy . But i decided this . No one did . As much i wanted to live longer but i can't . Please , Ette . Live your life and be happy . " I said .

By the time i tried to walk away and try to talk to others , somebody just hug me behind . I knew it , its her because the way she hold her both hands together . So tight . I never wanted to make this confession would end like this . I wanted as much as possible that they would accept every thing and make it the last time they saw me . I gently remove Juliette's arm and walk away from her . I called Joseph to go home to our hotel .