His Life Alone .

Day eleven . Part one .

When everyone knew Thomas' left their world , their lives crashed down . The Yoon cannot accept that their baby boy had died of having stage four cancer . They regret all the bad things to him when he was alive . Even his father whom he treated Thomas nothing . Chloe Samantha cried her eyes out because she was the one whom took care of her when Thomas is only a little boy . They were all in the living room , sitting quietly yet doing nothing . Chloe stood up and try to fix the grave for Thomas next to Samuel .

" If you will stay there doing nothing , Thomas hates that . You know what to do . " Chloe warned their parents . They all grab their coats and keys to fix all the payments from the hospital to the cemetery .

The Devronne are with Scott and Amanda . Kirstien , Ziyon and Athena are already asleep at one room . But the grown ups cannot sleep after they knew Thomas had left . Chelsea never imagine that Thomas would give up after three long years . Even Micheal Kristoffer comforts her till night , nothing had happen .

" Hon , we need to accept what happen to Thomas . We all knew he may never live long when he accepted God's gift . We only need that to be strong and show happiness to him before he goes to heaven . " Micheal Kristoffer says while reassuring her with a smile . Chelsea nodded and went to their bedroom to sleep . Scott and Amanda are trying their best not to talk about him but when it comes to Thomas , both of them are vulnerable .

" Babe , i miss him . " Amanda blurted out . Scott suddenly tensed a bit when they talk about Thomas . Amanda wanted to take back what she said but its been done .

" Me too babe . We need to do whatever he wants . " Scott answered . They both went to bed and try to reread the letter they got . Everyone has a letter from Thomas . But most letters are for Athena and Juliette .

Dear Scott Hale and Amanda Syfriends Hale .

How are you both? I hope you doing good . Before anything else , i wanted to say sorry for everything that i've done to both of you in the past . Scott , i know we've been best friends since grade school and we just broke when you knew that i hook up with Amanda ( Sorry to bring that up ) But really , i didn't mean to do it when i am just drunken bastard . Haha! But really , i am truly sorry for that . We talk like were best friends since childhood . We bond like a couple . We hang out like were twins . But no matter how people saw us , like you are the bad influencer and i am the influencee . We ignored the compliments what people told about us Scott . We are who we are . I want you to do that to Baby Ziyon okay? Be his friend . Be his teacher . But more than all , be a great father to him . Okay Scott? Sounds gay but hey , i love you as a brother okay? Haha!

To Amanda . Sorry for everything i've done to you in our last meet . Do you even remember? The last meet that .. Few years ago before i left you . You told me that i was useless prick yet i told you that you are a slut in front of everyone . You ran away when i was about to take it back . That was the last time i saw you and i never seen you after . But i am thankful that i am become your friend . No matter how it ended our friendship before , you still acknowledges me as your true friend . Theres no wonder that Scott likes you that much . Be a good mother to Baby Ziyon alright? But hey . Theres no need to say it when you knew it . But everything had happen , i learn a lot from you Ams . Missed that huh? Missing you calling Ams . But maybe , this would be the last time you read or heard that . I love you Ams , like a sister . If ever Scott is cheating on you , tell me on my grave . I would visit him one day . ( Sorry Scotty :P )

Goodbye Ams and Scotty . I knew that you would end up together . But Forever is works by a couple not only one person . Theres no Forever when there's no You and Her in it . Its not one sided love but its the love of a couple that makes a forever . See you , i mean . Till then Guys . Be a good parent to Baby Ziyon!

Sincerely Yours ,
Thomas Gordon Yoon .

P.S.
Don't ever judge my handwritings . I know its not perfectly fine but you can read it . Haha!

Both Scott and Amanda cried for Thomas . They never knew that Thomas would bring the topic when he is gone . No one knew that Thomas felt about what happen to their friendship after arguing .

On the other room ..

Chelsea and Micheal Kristoffer rereads the letter what Thomas gave . Kirstien had two letters from Thomas . One on her eighteenth birthday and the other is saying goodbye . They will read the letter when Kirstien is ready to accept that Thomas is already gone . For a little girl whom fond of Thomas never accept that he died without saying goodbye .

Dear Mom and Dad .

I know that i've been your son for a few months but you are very special in my heart . No matter what happens in my life , you accepted my ideas and planned . I never regret that i met you and let you both into my life . You let me feel how family is supposed to be . Feel that i am having fun in my life . Feel to be loved by a family . And you never let me feel that i am no body .

Ohana .

Ohana means family . And family means no body gets left behind .

You let me feel Ohana . Its what i always wished . My family didn't give me that but you gave me that . My only wished .

Dad , i know that you wanted me as your son and i accepted that . Thank you for letting me learn my mistakes from the past . You gave me the courage to face the problems i had . Thank you dad . For everything . I love you and i owe you . And i wish the baby boy will be the next Thomas . Haha . But i hope its baby boy :)

Mom . I know that you are crying right now . Shhhh .. I will be your angel . Your angels . I will be the guardian angel of your baby . I promise to look after him . He won't be like me . Thank you for everything mom . I love you so much mom . Thank you for teaching me new things . Thank you for everything .

I wanted to let you all know that for the past months that i acknowledge you as my second parents , i am grateful that you are important to my life . I love you both so much . I owe you my life for being a happy kid before i left the world we live in .

Sincerely yours ,
Thomas Gordon Yoon .

P.S.
Please don't judge my handwritings . I know its ugly . Love you guys! (: :P

They didn't know what to do after knowing Thomas is gone . They can't even explain to Kirstien that Thomas is gone . Her friend whom she treated him as her own big brother . A little knock came from the door and they look at it , it was Kirstien . Carrying her stuff bear from Thomas and a blanket . Chelsea called her to come and she followed .

" What is it princess? " Micheal Kristoffer asked Kirstien with a worried voice .

" Thom-Thom just visited me at my dreams Daddy . " She simply answered .

" What did he tell you about? " Chelsea asked her again .

" He said that i need to be a good girl for Mommy and Daddy . And be a good big sister . He said that he needs to go away from us and be with Father Jesus . Up in heaven . But he promise me he will be my angel . He even said that he may never be with us by presence but he may be with us in heart . Whats that mean Daddy? I miss Thom-Thom . He never visited me or played with me anymore . "

As Chelsea and Micheal Kristoffer explains why Thomas is not here but they tried their best to let it understand in small worlds . That can be sink in her own pretty world where Thomas and her are the superheroes in every city .