His Life Alone .

Epilogue .

In the world called earth . You should be living like its your last . No matter what . It may be bad or good , the only matter is that you've experienced everything that happen to anyone's lives . It seems that people feel you are leaving by saying goodbye but it wasn't . It only means that goodbye is saying a hello to other people but they prefer to call it till next time .

In this crucial world , we may never know what would happen . We just grew up , have fun and live like its our last . No one should be treated differently . We are all fair to be treated right . You may never know who are you to be when you grow up . You just knew that you wanted to be like this or like that . No one told you to be who you are .

They are all in the cemetery to burry the memories of Thomas . Where all people cried for him . It might be forever that they never see each other with his friends , but his always be in their hearts . He was a great friend to everyone . Even the strangers love him . When they knew the little boy whom always help them , they visited him at the grave .

It was the last day to grieve with him . He is ready to buried at the ground . Everyone was there . The two families . His best friends . His ex girlfriend's family . Everyone cried to the point they need to catch some air . They love Thomas in any way . Everyone needed to give some speech about Thomas and it's Juliette's turn . She stepped in front and give a weak smile to everyone before starting the speech . Everyone holds a white and blue balloon to let go of their love ones once who live with them .

" Me and Thomas are best friends since childhood . One other reason was , our mom's are best friend since grade school . When they saw each other , they were both pregnant with me and Thomas . They promised each other that their kids will be best friends and Viola! Me and Thomas are best friends . There are plenty of reason why i always run to him when i had problems with my other friends or my family . William knew that . He listen for a while till i am done , and he making my mistakes into right one . Starting by saying sorry to them and it only follows by that .

Thomas is a great best friend . No one ever wanted to make him leave your life because of the simplest things he done . Once he knew people are sad around him , even he has a problem on his own . He wanted to make us smile in any way . He wants to be the reason why we smile and laughs . He may be a player in town because of no one knew who is his girlfriend . He may be the typical player in campus because he make every girls cry because of him .

Behind all of that , he has a reasons . I asked him once when we were fourteen that why are you even playing every girls heart . And maybe , he could hurt my feelings too . He answered me , ' I am doing this to make every girl happy in my own way Ette . Please . Just this once . This would be my last wish . '

I never imagine that after he said those , he gave me some flashes of leaving me . Thomas , my ever best friend whom i love the most . I didn't know that you are leaving me . I never thought that you make your words true . Leaving me . I am grateful that you become my best friend . Thanking you because you are part of my life ever since we were born . Begging me to be happy without you , like i always did . How? How can i be happy when you are not with me?! I cannot promise you that but i will try .

I think its now huh? This goodbye then . Goodbye best friend . And i almost forgot to tell you , i love you . Not as a friend or a brother . As more than a friend . "

As Juliette let go of her balloon and the others followed . As soon as the balloons flew , everyone started to leave . Well , not Juliette . She wanted to stay for a while and talk to Thomas . There's nothing could matter when someone left her without saying goodbye . And Juliette didn't meant to be blind for the love of Thomas had given her . It was starting to go dark and Juliette stood up . When she notice the wind blew , she saw a light coming from the grave of Thomas . He was smiling at her and waving goodbye . Juliette smiled and walks away .

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In everyone's lives . We need to keep a secret to prevent from hurting someone . Hurting someone isn't what we want . We just wanted to let them feel happy and be the reason why they are happy . In Thomas life , he had plenty of reason why he kept his ill a secret . And when he die , Juliette never forgave herself .