Permanent Vacation

Chapter 10

2 Months After the Wedding

A few weeks after the wedding,Luke kept trying to use me as distraction and I didn't want to be his way to escape the pain of life.I hated seeing Luke always upset and unable to concentrate.He was a mess,but he slowly returned to the Luke I fell in love with.He's still upset about his uncle's death,but at least he's not shutting everyone out anymore.We've been talking about it,but lately he's been getting really snippy with me.

"Luke,what the hell,we normally talk about this,what did I do wrong,"I yelled.

"Stop fucking bringing it up god dammit,you piss me off so much sometimes,"Luke yelled.

"Fuck you Luke,this marriage was a mistake then because I can't take being constantly yelled at,this is my past replaying itself Luke,"I snapped.Luke's head shot towards me as I took the ring off and put it on the table and walked to the door.Before I could leave,Luke grabbed my arm and spun me around.

"No,babe,I'm sorry,it's just hard right now,please,don't leave me again,"Luke pleaded with tears running down his cheeks.

"You should've thought of that before you turned into an ass.Yes,your uncle died on our wedding day,but he stood up for you and me,he wanted us to be happy.He also told you that he didn't want you to act like this when it was his time and you promised,but you broke both,goodbye Luke,"I said as I walked out.I can't believe I'm leaving the one I love again.I didn't talk to Sarah,Jax,or Taylor anymore and they weren't dating the boys anymore.

I got back home and had a shit load of messages.Most of them were from Luke.

-Ash
What happened,Luke said you walked out on him

-Ash
Ik he's been a dick,but he's going through a hard time

-Ash
Plz answer me Sky

-Mikey
Where r u

-Mikey
Omg,I heard what happened,r u okay

-Mikey
Plz Sky,don't ignore me,answer me when u get this

-Cal
Everyone said that u left,is this true

-Cal
Sky,plz reply,ur scaring me

-Cal
U left again bc of Luke didn't u

-Lukey
Babe,plz don't leave

-Lukey
I fucked up,plz come back

-Lukey
Can we plz talk about it

-Lukey
I still love u and I want u back,plz

-Lukey
Y do I always fuck things up between us

I needed to talk to someone about everything.I would talk to my dad,but he's off on work again,so I called Cal.

"Hello,"Cal said.

"Cal,it's Sky,can we talk,"I said.

"Oh my god Sky,thank god your okay.....no,fuck off Luke,"Cal said as the voice kept cutting out.

"Babe,I'm sorry,but I need to tell you something,please,just let me talk to you,"Luke pleaded.

"Fine,make it quick,"I snapped.I wasn't in the mood to deal with Luke right now.

"I wasn't trying to shut everyone out,I just wanted some space.I never meant to snap at anyone,especially you,I still love you so much,please,don't leave me again,I'm nothing without you,"Luke pleaded and I could hear him crying.