Permanent Vacation

Chapter 11

(A/N)-For the video,I did the best I could.I couldn't find any at the right speed,sorry.

6 Months Later

The boys left a few days after they got to see me.Luke and I agreed to try and work things out.We hardly ever talked,there were occasional late night calls and texts because of the time difference.The last time we talked was a few months ago.Once I read the message he sent,I couldn't respond,mainly because I didn't know how.

-Luke
I rlly miss u,so I'm not giving up,even though we both know it'll hurt so much

The boys were back in Sydney because the tour was over and they wanted to stay with me for a few days.When they go here,we had our own little party as we all dance like idiots.

After we settled down,we watched a few movies.They kept complaining that they were hungry,so I went to the kitchen and made popcorn while Cal went and bought candy.It was getting late and I started to get tired,so I told the boys goodnight and went to my room.I layed down,but I couldn't sleep,so I listened to music.I played some 1D and Sleeping with Sirens until I fell asleep.

The boys have been at my house for a few days and tomorrow they leave for another tour.So,tonight we sat around and watched movies and everyone was getting along,even me and Luke.Right in the middle of one of the movies,Luke got up and threw me over his shoulder and carried me to my room.He threw me on the bed and grabbed a guitar.

"I've been working on this song and I haven't told the boys about it yet and I need someone's opinion,you wanna give me yours,"Luke asked and I just nodded and he started strumming.

"6 weeks since I've been away
And now your saying everything has changed
And I'm afraid that I might be losing you
And every night that we spend alone
It kills me thinking of you on your own
And I wish I was back home next to you
Oh,everyday,you feel a little bit further away
And I don't know what to say
Are we wasting time talking on a broken line
Telling you I haven't seen your face in ages
I feel like we're as close as strangers
Won't give up even though it hurts so much
Every night I'm losing you in a thousand faces
Now it feels we're as close as strangers
Late night calls and another text
Is this as good as we're gonna get
Another time zone taking me away from you
Living dreams in fluorescent lights
While you and I are running out of time
But you know that I'll always wait for you
Oh,everyday,you feel a little bit further away
and I don't know what say
Are we wasting time talking on a broken line
Telling you I haven't seen your face in ages
I feel like we're as close as strangers
Won't give up even though it hurts so much
Every night I'm losing you in a thousand faces
Now it feels we're as close as strangers
On the phone I can tell that you wanna move on
Through the tears I can hear that I shouldn't have gone
Everyday gets harder to stay away from you
So tell me are we wasting time talking on a broken line
Telling you I haven't seen your face in ages
I feel like we're as close as strangers
Wasting time talking on a broken line
Telling you I haven't seen your face in ages
I feel like we're as close as strangers
Won't give up even though it hurts so much
Every night I'm losing you in a thousand faces
Now it feels we're as close as strangers
6 months since I went away
And to know everything has changed
And tomorrow I'll be coming back to you"

Once he finished,he put the guitar down and looked at me.His eyes were on the verge of spilling with tears just like mine.

"So,what'd you think,"Luke asked.