Summer Love (A Louis Tomlinson FanFiction)

Chapter 21

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Hey! Another chapter here! Sorry for some swear words in here but they fit with the story!

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Louis’ POV

I wake up and check the time. It’s 02:23am and I’m still in my clothes from yesterday and not in my duvet. I walk over to the mirror and see all of the stains on my cheeks that my tears have left. I cried non-stop since Mel and I had an argument, I cried myself to sleep. A tear silently falls down my cheek as I remember yesterday. I run my hands through my hair, tugging at it. “Why why why why!?” I whisper under my breath shakily. “I’m such an idiot. Why did this have to happen?” I say to myself, a little louder, more tears falling. I jump at the noise of my door opening. “Hey, you okay Louis?” Zayn asks as he enters and shuts the door after him. He turns the light on and walks over to me, pulling me into a hug.

Zayn’s POV

I turn the light on and see Louis standing there, muttering to himself, crying and shaking. He looked terrible. None of us have seen him since he came running in yesterday, crying. He ran straight up the stairs and never came back down. I walk over to him and notice his tear stained cheeks and how tired, annoyed and upset he looked. There was a lot of emotion in his face, the bags under his eyes and his messy hair show tiredness, his quivering lips and tears show sadness and anger against himself. I pull him into a hug and he sobs silently into my shoulder. “It’s my fault Zayn, I’ve ruined it, I’ve ruined everything!!” he says and runs into the bathroom, locking it quickly. “Louis, let me in.” I say, knocking on the door. “Please Louis!! Just let me in and we can talk about this properly. You can explain it all to me! Just please let me in! I have no idea what you’re doing in there but I can help, I want to help you Louis!” there was a pause of silence, just quiet sobbing from the other side of the door. “Come on Louis! I will break down this door if I have to! Please open the door!!” there was another moment of silence before the door opened slowly, revealing a broken Louis. “What were you doing!!?” I shout, grabbing the razor out of his hand and chucking it in the bin. I grab both of his wrists. “You didn’t do it, did you!!?” he shakes his head ‘no’ and falls to the ground, his head in his lap. His sobs and cry’s become audible. I kneel by his side and rub his shoulder in a comforting way. “Don’t ever try or think about doing that ever again!! Okay!? If you need someone to talk to, you have me, you have Harry, Niall, Liam, your family, Kat, and you’ll have Mel again soon.”

“But you don’t understand! I don’t have Mel anymore! She doesn’t love or want me anymore! I was a d*ck towards her! Why would she!? I had one shot at love, one shot at having the perfect relationship, one shot at being happy, one shot at making someone else happy! I had one shot to make life worth living! And what do I do? I go and f*ck it all up!! There’s nothing I can do now! Everything’s ruined! I’ve ruined Mel! She’s probably at home right now, regretting meeting me! I might as well kill myself right now…”

“Don’t say that Louis!!”

“Why f*cking not Zayn!!!? She wouldn’t care! And quite frankly, I don’t blame her!!” he stands up and walks downstairs. I follow him. “Where are you going!!?” I ask as he heads for the door.

“To get away from all of this. I just need a bit of clean air to think about how crap life is at the moment!”

“At least let me come with you!!”