To Be Loved

Chapter 6

Is anyone even reading this story?

"Alina wake up, " Penelope whispered as she shook me.

"GO AWAY," I yelled as I pulled my pillow over my head.

"Not until we talk. I have something important to tell you," she said solemnly.

"What is it!?" I screeched.

"Jesse and I-" I interrupted.

"I don't want to hear it P.J., if it wasn't for you and Jesse I wouldn't be here." I said rudely. " Just get out please. " I rushed as tears ran down my face.

"Why're you crying? " She said sadly.

"Cause I'm hurt please just get out! " I cried. Penelope left and I just sat there.

"You could've heard her out Alina." Garrett said sleepily from across the room.

"For what reason?" I asked.

"She's your sister and you told me you guys barely talk, then she comes to you wanting to talk and you turn her away. Sure you have a right to be angry and hurt but you don't have to push her away like that."

I hate that he's right. I got up out of my bed pulled the IV off and ran towards the parking lot. By the time I made it to her car I was out of breath.

Penelope was still sitting in the car so I got in.

"You have ten minutes to tell me everything starting now," her eyes brightened up.

" I'm in love with Jesse, we've been together for about a year he usually addresses it as a fling, but it was more than that. I was sick of him never taking our relationship seriously so I broke up with him, I never dated my manager and I ended my modelling career because I'm pregnant. I'm really sorry Alina I didn't know you even liked him until he told me the other day. I would've never even dated him if you told me how you felt though." She said with an ashamed look.

"You're pregnant?" I questioned.

"Yeah." She replied looking at her stomach.

"I win. I WIN!! " I yelled.

"Win what?"

"Our bet about who would stay a virgin the longest. You owe me $50 and an ice cream cone." I said happily. I really want to kill her right now.

"So I tell you that I'm pregnant for a guy you've been in love with for 15 years and all you can think about is winning a bet?"she's said confused. No all I can think about is where to bury you.

"Yeah you got him fair and square sis. I don't like to hold grudges. Say bye bye to your easy life." Haha, yeah right I can hold a grudge longer than a shark can hold it's breath under water. I got out of the car and went back into my room.

Garrett picks up my phone off the side table. "Allybear you take some weird pictures. " I raised my eyebrow Allybear? I could grow to love that name.

"Give me that! " I fussed as I reach for my phone. He pulled me on top of his bed then kissed my lips. Fireworks erupted all over my body as he pulled me closer. I stayed still for a second, then as I started to kiss back my father entered the room.