She's My Lovely Angel

MOVING ON

Ploi Smith (Mother of Thaira Smith) POV:

I called the resort to confirm our reservation next week for Thaira's birthday.

Andrei told me yesterday.. to meet up with James to finalize our surprise birthday party for Thaira. 

And the idea of surprise beach party is from James..

I was so amazed with him.. He really love my daughter..

Nakakatuwang bata.. He's like Andrei.. Masungit but sweet.

I'm about to drink my coffee when I saw Thaira walking down the stairs.

"Honey why are you still awake?" I asked then I continue drinking my coffee.

"I can't sleep mom." She answered with a lonely tone.

I can also see in her eyes that she's not ok.

"Diba maaga pa yung interview mo tomorrow para sa morning show?" I asked again..while looking at the wall clock.

"Yes mom." She answered atsaka naglakad papunta sa may garden kaya tumayo rin ako para sundan sya.

"Do you want milk? Ipagtitimpla kita para makatulog kana?"

"No..mom..It's ok.. May iniisip lang po ako." Pagtanggi nya.

I seated besides her.. "Is there something wrong?"

She didn't answer me she just gave me a faked smile.

Kapag ganyan sya ..dapat Hindi ko na sya tinatanong.. I think it's because of Hubert again.

"Honey you can share your problem to mommy." I suggest habang inaayos yung buhok nya.
"Is it Hubert?" I asked.

Tahimik parin sya hanggang sa naramdaman ko ang pagpatak ng mga luha nya.

She still in love with that guy.. "Why? Huh? Are you ok honey?" I asked while wiping her tears.

"Mom..*sob* ...mom *sob* ayaw ko na..nahihirapan na ko." She said while crying.

To be honest .. I'm happy nung malaman ko na namatay na ang lalaki yun..

I know from the start na may ibang dahilan kung bakit sya nakipagrelasyon sa anak ko..

If you only know the truth anak.. Matutuwa ka pa na wala na sya..

But this is still not the right time para malaman mo ang totoo.

"Mommy.. It hurts.. *sob* it's really hurts.. *sob* ayaw ko na."