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I couldn't believe it, Zak had found me "You! Go away or you'll end up like her!" Brock stood tall against Zak but Zak didn't cower "Let her go or you'll regret it." Zak wasn't fooling anyone, his look could slaughter your eyes and rip your heart out from them. Zak didn't want for a response and punched Brock and knock him unconscious, I got up and ran. I could go very far my legs gave up on my and I wanted to vomit. Zak came to my help and guided me back on the streets, it started to pour down, in a matter of seconds I was drenched. "What are you doing here?" I dunno if the rain was sobering me up or facing Zak after what I had done to him but I started to cry, I didn't want him regretting that he saved me. He just stood and stared, "I know I hurt you, so why did you find me? Huh!" I went to his face and yelled, I was a emotional wreck but this is me. I ruin everything for myself and maybe I'm meant to be alone. Zak came and held my head in his hands and tilted his head forward, edging closer to me that I could feel his warm breath brush against my lips "You're cold. I'm taking you him."

I got out of the shower and expected to see Zak gone but he was still there, he was reading the letter I wrote to him but never sent. There's about 65 letters all to him "Why didn't you send me these?" He didn't look at me but he knew I was in the room, "Come on Zak. Who you kidding, you didn't come all that way to ask that question." I crossed my arms and stood back away from him, I wanted him angry at me I want him to leave me, maybe I'll be able to deal with it all if he leaves me. "Okay fine. Why did you leave? Are you really that fucked up or you meant to walk into my life and hurt me?" He tried so hard not to yell but he reached boiling point and exploded "Yes Zak, sorry you can't be the only one that has baggage. I didn't stay cause I felt like I ruined your life. I didn't wanna be a burden on you." I let loose my arms and stood there hoping  he'd understand. "Did I say you where a burden or had too much baggage? NO." He had walked closer to me "Well if you didn't think those" I started to cry "Why did it take you so long to come find me?" Zak ran to me and caught my head on his shoulders, he wrapped his arms around me and held me the way I needed to be held. "It took me a long time but I'm here. Ray I love you." I poked my head up and held him by his collar "I love you so much" I whispered into his ear and drag my mouth down his his jawline and kissed him.

Zak picked me up and cradled me to my bed and laid me down. "I'm going to make love to you", and with that he stood up and undressed himself. I guided my finger tracing his strong body from his neck down to his perfectly structured V line. I quickly threw off my clothes and placed Zak hands on my bare body, he started to outline my breast and went down and kissed them. He forcefully pushed me on the bed and move his face down further in between my legs. I let out a soft moan, my eyes where violently rolling in the back on my head. I hand my hand pulling his hair while my other hand laid on my chest. Zak came back up to "Turn over" I assisted me in rolling over and took me from behind, I arched my back into him and he held my tight, he was in perfect position to fondle with my breast and to kiss my neck. Zak started to speed up and go deeper, I raised my hands to hold him and keep up with him. He started to moan, he had came. He held me close and fell onto the bed still with me in his arms, he rolled on me "That was amazing" He collected me and put me in his little nook and we just lied together, starring at each other. "So what happens now?" I turned over and rested my head on my hands, "I mean yes we declared our love to each other but Zak is it enough? I don't want to become a nuisance in your life." He sshed me, and smiled "Ray you're coming home with me tomorrow. You will be in my life cause that's just how it will be. I love you. We both have baggage but we understand it, I want you apart of my life and I want you apart of my team."

I couldn't be happier right now! Everything had fell into place. The next morning Zak had picked me up to go back to his, he reached my apartment with a bouquet of roses "Just because I love you" he gave me a kiss and guided me to our limo. "So Zak, what's next?" I winked at him and started to nibble at his lip, "Mm well once we get home I'm going to have you anywhere and everywhere! Kitchen, bathroom, bedroom, Lounge room,  pool table, pool, my car and possibly the garage too." He winked at me and started to kiss me passionately. "Then, I suppose I should show you more of our past life together." I held his hand and had a massive grin of my face "Did we ever get married or anything?" I was interested to know, "No we didn't. I lost you but I won't loose you again." He held onto me close and kissed my forehead.