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May I talk to satan?

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Rima Rhythms, 20 years old..

I used to turn away mocking the Good news of Salvation, The word of God, The world of God.. The Heavens...

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Some says that Heaven and Hell exists.. Yes, indeed...

I used to live the way I was until one day, I came seeing myself lying from drinking the cyanide, full of stabs, a blood of myself from suiciding.. Had not repented from hating this world... Not even forgiving people nor preaching the word of God through the Lord Jesus Christ...

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He used to call me a lot of times, making to turn all things back to where I was innocent, thought it was good, it would be all good as I grew up came to realize I was wrong..

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Reality is a bluff.. Reality is almost close to the world of hell... Sometimes I wonder why Satan's sending his imps and demons to seduce weak creatures like me, weak Faith to God, weaklings, negative thoughts came bluffing God's creations... Satan might be once good... What if He also felt these doings?

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Reality has discriminations... I could see how the reality treats God's people... But with innocence and deceptions, it's so easy to get lost your Trust to God once you have that everything...

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And once you feel you are like God, you are starting to get competitive with a Pride... Good applauds of audiences to be heard... It is good to be god, to get fame, to be a savior also... But we knew it would turn wrong... I knew it was wrong... So I repent? But no way...

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If People in these times are showing no interest for knowing the kinds of me then it's turn to pay back for thinking that God would deny me getting into the kingdom of Heaven... He would hate me also... He has no interest for knowing me... He would kick me out of His life...

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I once served God, having those good lives... But double minded had came to the top of it, serving Satan and God for many times... For I hate people treating unfair... thoughts... unfair.... God.... unfair.... Satan.... your world might be good...? I felt comfortable with that way.... Why not Jesus came to understand me? to comfort me? Was I not repented? Repenting if.... for what?! Were He? God? showing interest for His people, for only those of His people... Wasn't that called discrimination too?

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I knew He came to my life... I just didn't care... not even want to hear... I was comfortable with Satan... Satan understood me.... Was I wrong??

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I fell into the tunnel... For almost seven minutes before greatly had a bad impact falling to the pit.... I was inside the coffin... Knocking and kickin' it out to open... I was suffering for not breathing.... Yes, I couldn't breathe...

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The small marching devils were at the top of my coffin, marching on it, laughing... Those were holding a pointed sphere, were about to torture me by stabbing my soul... Sold by Satan...

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I cried in fear... as they opened the coffin, I kicked it to make me out and climb to the pit...

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But the demon who has a brown colored, hairy, pushed me down forcefully as an odor smell coming from him, from everywhere.. almost making me sick and yell for God's mercy... But I did know, this, to where I was destined... I was too late.... I could not repent on Earth... I am already dead...