Fear For My Lover

Chapter 9

If you are not into dirty stuff, don't read this chapter. They do it. . .

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After we left the fair, I passed out in the car. I woke up when Louis was carrying me inside. In sleep, I had snuggled into his chest, and held my frog tightly. When he set me down on his bed, he pulled the duvet up over me, pushed a strand of my dark hair behind my ear, and kissed my head. He was about to leave the room, when I reached out, and grabbed his hand.

"Stay with me," I mumbled sleepily. He didn't hesitate to climb into the bed with me. When he was settled under the duvet, he pulled me closer to him, and put his strong arms around me. I felt truly safe in his arms. He was strong, and rough, but with me he was gentle, and sweet. He sang softly to me until I fell asleep again.

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"Louis, stop it!" I squealed. He was squeezing my sides, knowing I was ticklish. I laughed, and fell back onto him. He pulled me down on the couch onto his lap, and attacked my sides when we woke up.

"Say 'Louis is a sex god'!" he demanded. I continued to laugh until I composed myself enough to speak.

"Louis. . .is. . .a. . .sex god," I gasped out. He stopped, and kissed just below my ear. I leaned back onto him, and he put his head in the crook of my neck.

"What do you want to do today?" He asked. I pretended to put on a thinking face, and he laughed. I giggled, and actually considered what I wanted to do.

"You." He looked at me strange, then his eyes were filled with lust, and desire.

"That may just be possible," he said, a smirk growing quickly on his face. He picked me up, and carried me into his bedroom. He laid me down on his bed, and began roughly kissing me. He slid his hands up and down my body. I pulled his shirt up, and he pulled it off. He started working my jeans down my legs, and pulled them completely off. He then took my shirt off, followed by his own jeans. Now, all that was left on me was my polka dot underwear, and matching bra. He looked at me as if asking permission. I nodded, and he proceeded to remove my bra. He cupped my left breast in his hands, and kissed from below my ear, down.

"Louis," I moaned. He stopped immediately, and looked at me with concern in his eyes.

"Have I hurt you?"

"No, just...I'm not used to being touched like this." He laughed, and gently kissed my lips.

"It's alright, love. I promise it will be okay." I nodded, and he slowly pulled down my underwear. He pulled them down around my ankles, then completely off. I felt exposed to say the least. He spread my legs apart, and put his head between them. He kissed the inside of my thighs, and got even closer to my. . .area. "It's okay," he soothed again. He licked it, and proceeded to suck. I moaned, and he continued on. He ran his tongue over and sucked my. . .ah it feels so wrong. . .my clit. He removed his mouth, and removed his fabric boxers. His member was standing, and it looked hard. He went into a cabinet, and took out a silver packet. He opened it, and slid the condom onto his member.

He pumped it, and spit on it a little. He rubbed it on my. . .area, and pressed a little bit. He pressed it in, and I squeaked.

"I'm sorry. If I could take the pain away, I would," he whispered. I wiped away a tear, and nodded. He pushed in a little further, and moved his hips back. "You're so tight," he said, trying to move it a little. He struggled to move his member deeper and shallower. He continued to slowly thrust. I would occasionally wince, and he would stop moving. He pressed his hard chest against mine, and put his hands on my hips. He rubbed his nose on mine, and kept his face close. His eyes closed, and then I received a much stronger thrust. I let out a small squeal, and looked up into his eyes. His eyes were back to the shade of blue black. He thrusted hard a second time, and he went faster and deeper.

"Louis! Stop!" I sobbed. He seemed to not be able to hear me, because he went faster. Tears streamed down my cheeks, and Louis didn't seem to notice. The pain was becoming unbearable. He wouldn't stop. Eventually, he delivered me so much pain, I blacked out.

-Louis-

It's confusing. One minute, I'm having a good time with the lads, next, I'm in an alley fighting some guys. It happened now. One minute I was pleasuring my girlfriend, next, she was asleep, and bleeding from her area. I pulled out, and pulled on a pair of boxers.

"Kathleen, can you hear me? Kat, wake up babe. Show me those beautiful eyes." Her brown eyes fluttered open, then widened in fear. She backed away to the other end of my bed, and hugged her knees. "What's the matter?"

"No, don't come closer! Please don't hurt me," she whimpered.

"Look, Kat, I am so sorry. I never wanted that to happen." I tried approaching her, but she backed up more, and fell off the bed. I ran over to her, and helped her stand.

"No! Please don't touch me!" I pulled her close, and, despite her cries, held her there until she calmed down. She eventually came to a sob into my chest.

"Shhh, it's alright babe. You're okay now."

"I was scared, Louis. You're eyes. They were black. Then you went too fast, and it hurt, Louis," she whimpered.

"I know, I'm sorry babe. I'm so so sorry." I kissed her head, and let her go. She went into the bathroom, washed her face, and pulled on a pair of my boxers and a shirt.

"I'm going to bed." That night, she didn't let me hold her. She wouldn't let me touch her or anything. I felt cold, and alone without her in my arms. It felt wrong.

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I am really sorry I didn't update for a long time. I had camp, and I have to practice for swimming this school year. I haven't been home for a long while, so yeah. I hope you liked it!!

·~Gabby~·