PAST AND PRESENT (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 10

I DON'T OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS, MEYERS AND L.J. SMITH DO. I ONLY OWN THE PLOT, AND THE EVENTS THAT GO ALONG WITH IT.

 

BELLA'S POV

Might as well give him a chance. It's not like I could turn him down if I wanted to.

"Fine. I'll give you one more chance to prove that you love me." Even though I love you.

"That's all I needed to hear." I was too distracted by his words to notice how close he had gotten to me. He leaned in. I don't know why my mind wasn't working, but it was working enough to kiss him back. OKAY! I wanted to kiss him back. I wanted to forget that he kissed Tanya, as much as I wanted to I couldn't.

We ran back to the house. I went up to see my kids. Tanya was still downstairs and I wasn't ready to deal with her. I picked up Zoey. I really wanted to get to know her, maybe I could. I could lie and tell them that their father betrayed me and that... No that wouldn't work. If they are anything like me then they won't believe that for a second. Just like I know that they'll know who their parents are the second they smell, or see them. Well great! I heard a bit of yelling, but I don't care. I just stood there holding my daughter. Her brother was asleep. It's seems like I regret having them, but I don't. If things don't work out with their father then I'm leaving for their sake, not mine.

"Bella?" It was Edward.

"Up here." I put Zoey down, she fell asleep. Sammy on the other hand woke up right away. It was like he was waiting for me to put down his sister, so that I could hold him. He will have me wrapped around his finger, halfway that is. I sat down on one of the rocking chairs, just looking at him when the door opened.

"Hey."

"Hey."

"Do you mind if I talked to you, without the kids?" I nodded and put Sam back in his crib. He looked at me as if to say hurry up. This kid was going to be like me in so many ways. Which means he was going to be like Damon in more ways than one. I walked out of the room. Edward lead me to the living room. Tanya was still there. Great!

"I'm going back upstairs."

"Wait." CRAP! Edward had grabbed me by the arm. Fine then I'll play your way, for now.

"Fine, I'll stay, but hurry it up Sammy's waiting." They all looked at me confused.

"Samuel. You don't think I'm going to call him that do you, because it's weird. Sam or Sammy works better."

"Oh." Well duh. What kind of a mother would I be if I could my son Samuel for the rest of his life?

"So what are we going to talk about?"

"Well first things first. Tanya get your ass out of this house." It felt nice to hear Rose sneer at someone again. She would be a great aunt and mom for Sam when he needed her.

"Bella don't even think about it." Dammit Alice.

'Why not? We both know how this is going to end, so I am thinking about it."

"You said you give us a chance." She stated.

"I said I'd give him a chance. That doesn't mean I don't love you guys I do, but I have to think about what's best for the twins. And that's what I'm doing."