One Direction Preferences

Your Gloria Estefan Song

(Requested)

Your Gloria Estefan Song...

Harry: Your Picture

Every day I wake up to your picture. Open up my eyes and there's still you. In the very corner I first placed you. The very same expression. That lights up all of my room.

Your room was littered with pictures of him. Every time a new photo or poster would come out you would pin it on your wall right away. You were so in love with him, even if you only met him one time. You put a picture of him on your beside table in a frame and every single morning you would wake up to him. Even in your darkest days he seemed to keep the room very bright.

Though the colors maybe somewhat faded. The smile has almost vanished from your face. As you disappear I re-invent you. From my imagination. You'll never be erased.

All the poster you have had become sun faded because some of them were beside a window and when the sun was so bright it shown through the curtains it faded the posters and pictures. You notice one day that there is a difference between the pictures of him before and those of him now. His smile is gone. He doesn't smile, even the pictures of fan taken photos he isn't happy anymore. But you can't stop remembering how happy he used to be and though the old Harry may be gone, he is never dead because he is forever in your imagination. Happy Harry is still here and he is waiting to be out and about and happy again.

There is no way to bargain with the future. In the end there are no guarantees... oh no. Even if you're gone I'll always find you. Right here where I left you. Smiling back at me.

You still remember the day he was taken. He was gone too fast, no one knew how to react or what to say. How could someone just speak about such a terrible event. You always knew that with the way he was acting and feeling that the future had no guarantee that he would still be here. You knew that never meeting him was heart breaking to all the fans who haven't. But you know that he will always be there to give you strength when you need it and he will forever be happy Harry in your heart where you need him most. He is still smiling at you even though you'll never get to see it in person again.

Every star has a season, a moment, a reason to be. We may watch with regret as they flicker then die. But at least for one second we bathed in the light. Of their passing. The memory stil lasting. Through the years and the distance your image remains. Like the first day I saw you, you'll never be changed. As a token you left me your picture.

It make you upset that he felt so sad and alone that he had to do what he did for the love and support he needed. Remembering him the day you finally met is so unchanged. You saw him and ran to him hugging him tightly. His arms wrapped around you and you whispered an I love you to him. You swore you felt him kiss your head but you were never sure. You were too invested in hugging him and touching him, knowing that he is real and isn't something you've made up. He took a picture with you on your phone and you told him to smile and he gave a small one but you alway have it to look at. And won't ever forget that.

Every day I wake up to your picture. I fashion you a different attitude. Try to visualize the things you're doing. Not in desperation. Just to feel a part of you.

You try to stay positive even through tough times without him. You try to see if maybe if he thought he had the support and love then it wouldn't have been this way. Maybe see the things he should have or would have accomplished if this tragedy didn't happen. Just to feel close to him again, because with every passing day his memory seems to keep fading like the picture of him on your wall.