Diamonds Aren't Forever

Chapter 18

Your POV

"How..how did you get I-in?"

You swore you locked the bathroom door

He didn't say anything

"Chris?"

You asked trying to get up

But quickly sat back down when a sharp pain ran up your arm

He walked out of the door frame

Of the bathroom

You started to feel the tears trickle down your face

You started to wonder if its even healthy for a person to cry that much

In a night

You just lost the two most important people in your life

Or so you thought

You heard a faint guitar playing

So he didn't leave?

Then you heard a soft singing

It was unmistakably Chris

Even though the singing was just a faint whisper you could tell it was his beautiful voice

You flinch at the pain that shot up your arm but continued getting up

You turn around and wash your arm

In the sink

You watch as the red leaves your skin and goes down the drain

It's been a while since you've seen this scene

Back to your high school days

At your parents house

Before you met Chris and Niall

You wipe a single tear

And turn back to head downstairs

The cuts were somewhat dry

But still bleeding

You look down the stairs

Chris sat on the couch

Guitar in hand and singing

You admired him before going down

You heard what he was singing

Chris POV

I sat on the couch

I should have stayed in there with her

Or at least answer her when she spoke

But it was to much

Just to much to take in at once

How common is it

To walk in on the one you love

Blade in hand

Blood on the floor

Cuts on the wrist

Still fresh

And tear stained cheeks

Not so common to me

I was strumming my guitar

I brought it with me

So I could sing to her

You know

I thought It would help out a bit

I started to strum 'a match into water'

By pierce the veil

I soon started to sing the lyrics

I was a bit quite though

The tears going down my face explained why

"I kissed the scars on her skin

I still think you're beautiful

And I don't ever want to lose my best friend.

I screamed out, "God, you vulture,

Bring her back or take me with her"

Tear it down, break the barricade

I want to see what sound it makes

I hate this flavor with a passion and I fucking hate the aftertaste

How does it feel? How does it feel?

Well it feels like I'm on fire!

Wake up, I know you can hear me.

Make me a promise here tonight, love like a tidal wave

Dreamless in early graves, I never want it to be this way

The chemicals will bring you home again

This is it, when it's done, we can say that,

When it's sudden death we fight back"

I was lost in my own world at this point

"Pretend like I don't entice you

I've seen you circling the sky above my head

You traitor

I will never be taken for granted again

Keep digging holes in the desert

Say a prayer for you

I know that you're in pain

But if we die at the same time does it still scare you?

Make me a promise here tonight. Let's go!

Dreamless in early graves, I never want it to be this way

The chemicals will bring you home again

This is it, when it's done, we can say that,

Oh my God we're not gonna make it

We will bring the tidal wave

We will bring the tidal wave

We will bring the tidal wave

We will bring the tidal wave!

We will bring the tidal wave

We will bring the tidal wave

We will bring the tidal wave

And nothing will remain

She's mine

You stay away from her

It's not her time.

'Cause, baby, I'm the one

Who haunts her dreams at night,

Until she's satisfied.

Make me a promise here tonight, love like a tidal wave

Dreamless in early graves, I never want it to be this way

The chemicals will bring you home again

This is it, when it's done, we can say that,

When it's sudden death we fight back!

Fuck it!"

I wiped a stray tear

There she was standing right in front of me

Looking me in the eye

And letting her tears stream freely down her face

"I'm sorry"

Authors note!!!

Alright so "a match into water" by PTV

Was used in this chapter

Their music is just amazing man

Lol so I kinda just wanna make a shoutout

AYE BRIANNA!!!

Thanks for always reading!!!

And to my other readers thanks you as well!!!

Kay Peaceskies!!!

~Karen