Hold On Till May (a Fuenciado fanfic)

*Vic's POV* As we ran onstage to tonight's concert in Vegas, the crowd was screaming so loud I literally couldn't hear my self think. We heard all of the fans screaming our names and honestly I was just amazed at all the people who believed in us. I ran up to the Mic and screamed "How the fuck are you Vegas?!?!" the screams got even louder. I said "our first song tonight is Bullet Proof Love" and so we continued on until we reached our last song, Hold on Till May and while we played the song all of the crowd was singing along with us and I almost cried at how much it touches me. when the song ended we all said goodnight and Jaime ran up and kissed me and said "that was amazing." See me and Jaime had been going out for a while and we eventually told our fans, and while most of them were ok with it (most of them shipped us anyways) but we still had a few haters that would call us "fags" and "freaks" and the list just goes on and on. Anyways while we kissed the "awww's" of the crowd was pretty much all you could hear but you could still hear a few people calling us "faggots" and "fucking freaks of nature". Now normally I would let that go but tonight I was especially sensitive to that kind of stuff but I didn't let any one else notice because they would get worried about me, so I just shrugged I off and we walked off stage back to the dressing rooms.

As we walked to the dressing rooms to change and get some water before our signing Jaime stopped me right outside the door after Tony and Mike had already gone in. I was confused and was about to ask what he was doing but his lips crashed against mine before I even had the chance to even open my mouth. We stayed there for several minutes before someone loudly cleared they're throat. we jumped apart blushing madly and looked up to see that it was Tony. He was standing there smirking and simply said "our signing is in five minutes" and walked back in leaving us there embarrassed. Jaime cleared his throat and said "um well that was awkward" I agreed and then grabbed his hand so we could quickly get changed and go out and meet our fans.

We ran outside and to the table where we were signing and we were suddenly swarmed by people. We all said hello to each and every single one of our fans, signed all of they're stuff, hugged them, took pictures, and answered questions. By the time we were down to our last fan it was 11:00 two hours after the signing had begun. The fan had said hello to the rest of the guys she came up to me and asked for a hug so I got up and as I was giving her a hug she whispered into my ear "people like you are disgusting, you don't deserve to be on this planet, I hope you die" but she had said it so quietly that none of the guys had heard it, but as they looked over she said "it was so great to meet you guys!!!!" and walked away like nothing had happened. Now this almost brought me to tears because I was still getting over the fact that I had been called a fag earlier an now this?!?!?!

I was trying to pull myself together when a pair of arms snaked around me, and I jumped a little before realizing that it was Jaime, I put on a fake smile and turned around so I could return the hug. He kissed me on the nose and whispered in my ear "I love you" I smiled for real at this and kissed him on the lips then pulled away an looks him deep in the eyes and said "I love you with all my heart". We were both grinning like fools when we heard Tony and Mike laughing they're asses off I raised an eyebrow and they just said "insiders joke, now let's go love birds we've all had a long day". So we walked off to our bus changed in to pajamas and while everybody else was already asleep I was on the bathroom floor about ready to cry from today's events. I got up and went to the mirror over the sink pulled it open and found my secret compartment where I kept all of my blades. I sat back on the floor thinking about it for awhile, see I had made a promise to Jaime that I would stop cutting, but tonight had gotten to me. So giving in I put the cold piece of metal to my wrist and slowly dragged it across my wrist flinching at first but soon feeling relaxed. I continued this till I had five good cuts on each of my wrists and at that point there was blood dripping down my wrist because the cuts were so deep, when there was a loud knock at the bathroom door startling me out of my daze.

I mentally screamed "Fuck!" but got up and put my blades back where they belong and called "Hang on" to whoever was at the door. I quickly washed away the blood and put on some bandaids. I went and opened the door only to find Mike, he looked at me questioningly and I said "not feeling to good tonight" he nodded and said "oh alright hope you feel better" and then he closed the bathroom door. I walked to my bunk to find that Jaime was already asleep. I smiled slightly at the sight because he looked so sweet when he slept but then I slowly laid down on my bunk so I didn't wake him up, but as soon as I got settled I felt his arms wrap around my waist. I smiled and held him and kissed him on the nose then whispered "love you Hime" then slowly drifted to sleep.