Spirited Away: The Next Life(Yaoi Fanfiction,Mpreg)

Chapter 12: The Decision

(Kohaku's POV)

Since me and hibiki had Sex, We didn't greet each other,we didn't talk, we didn't touch,it's like we're nothing..

I regretted when I said to him that we just have Sex, being honest it's half the truth at first but there's something inside me that is saying I love him,I just don't know what it is or who it is.

I'm just afraid to love again because I don't want to be left again,I don't want yo get hurt just like before.

If I confess to him,I'll be the one who will get hurt.

*Dreaming*

"You're a moron haku!!" Chihiro said lecturing me. "What are you talking about chihiro?" I ask. "Sometimes falling in love means your ready to take the risk." She said.

"What are you saying exactly? " I ask again,
She smiled and walk towards me and touch my face.

"I don't want my grandchild getting hurt haku,I know you love him because I know that your not going to move when you didn't think of what will happen next. You chose him at the very beginning haku. You just didn't know." She explained.

"How?" I ask.

"Remember it all. When Your risking your life to save my grand son  even when you think you can't win against hakuchi.

Think of the way you act when your with him that you didn't act when your with me back then.

Think of the way you made love with him and the way you kiss him.

You're just denying because you don't want to get hurt right?  I know that you fell in love with me and I know that you know that I fell in love with you too..

She place her forehead on my forehead and she say her last word.

"When he is a kid,When I'm telling him about what happened to us,he keep on asking your name,he keep on singing it.
That's why I know that the king of heavens didn't made me stay with you because he have a plan. You two are destined to love each other. See what will happen next for I'm sure that,that will be your answer.

Haku love him truly, Love him bravely don't be afraid to love again,Take the risk and continue your life with him."

"What about you?" I ask. "It's okay besides,I already have my husband and my son and daughter in law here in heaven. My grand son is lonely and he need you. I know that I chained you from the past.

Now..I'm setting you free.." a strong wind blow and she became a petals that fly above the sky.

*End of Dream*

After that I woke up from my dream and pant heavily.. I went out of my room and went downstairs to see Lin cleaning the big bathtub. When she turn my way, she walk towards me and slap me.

"What's with that!?" I shout at her.
"Nothing." She said sadly.

I look around to see no hibiki.

"Where is hibiki?" I ask.
"He's out with Hakuchi to see,Ma'am Zeniba,Yubird and No face." She answer.
"For what!? And why didn't you tell me that he is with hakuchi!?" I shout again.

"Because he don't want to!!!!!" Lin shout back.

(Hibiki's POV)

While I'm riding on a hakuchi's back,him as a dragon,I think of what will happen next.

I will leave without him knowing that we have a child. I will live in the human world with my child. I will raise my child without his father. I will work for my child for him/her to live.

Living without haku by my side is very sad.
I used to live here happily but it turns out to be a no.

Hakuchi turns back on his real form while we're flying ,he hold his hand to my hand tightly and talk to me while we're flying.

"Are you really leaving? " he ask then I nod. "You know I love you right?" He ask then I nod again. "Then I'll go with you." He said.

I wish haku is just like hakuchi.

"No hachi..You're a spirit. You need to live in your own world." I insist.

"Hachi?"he ask with curiosity.
"That's your nickname to me now because when it is hakuchi,it's just like haku." I giggled and he also did.

We reached grandma zeniba's house and I knock. She open the door and face me shockingly with no-face and yubird at her back.

"Who is this young boy hakuchi?" She ask.
"I'm Hibiki Ogino,Chihiro's Grandson." I introduce. I release the violet rubber band on my hair and gave it to her. "You made this right grandma? I'm giving it back because it's not truly mine,I'm leaving with my child inside me and I want to say good bye. Even though you just met me right now. I think your a great grandmother. You help me all the way here. Without this rubber band I might be dead." I said then I hug her crying then she hug back.

"I'm sure chihiro is very happy but she might be sad if your not safe with the child growing inside you,Take this,You need it more child." She said then gave back ty he band.I walk inside her house and hug no-face."No-face,Even though I just met you right now,I think your already my friend. Thank you for taking care of my grandmother." I thank and he bow. "Yubird thank you also." I cry and hug hachi outside with grandma zeniba,no-face and yubird waving at me.

I ride to hakuchi's back when he turn as a dragon and went back to the bath house. I went to kamaji and said "Hi Grandpa,I'm chihiro's grandson hibiki." He stopped working and went in front of me. "I'm sorry that I visited you this day that I'm leaving. Your one of the reason why grandma chihiro is happy now in heaven.thank you!!" I thank him then pass the bridge where hachi is Standing.

When I pass the bridge of the bath house hachi hug me tightly and cry.

"Why didn't you chose me at the end? You chose me first but why not now!?" He yelp.
"Hachi everything happens for a reason." I said. "Please this is the last,Can I kiss you?" He ask then I nod.

He kiss me passionately with his tounge devouring my mouth. He pull back and saw haku at our back.

"What's the meaning of this!?" He ask angrily. "Haku it's not what you think it is."
I try to explain but when I'm going to reach my hand to him,he slap it and went back to the bath house. "He'll understand. Talk to him, Your leaving right?" He ask then I nod.

I wore my own clothes,sock and shoes then I carry my bag.

I went to haku's room and knock but he didn't answer.

"Haku I'm leaving now." I said but still no response. "I'm sorry for loving you..I know your angry because your seeing grandma kissing another man,I know Your not seeing me for who I am but I still love you!!
I love you very much that it hurts if I leave!! Haku please...Just talk to me.." I cried but still he didn't response.

I went downstairs and walk to the stairs where I will walk back to the theme park and the human world,where Grandma Zeniba,Grandma Yubaba,Hachi,Lin, Yubird,no-face and Boh waiting for me.

"Boh!!!" I run to him. "Mama who's he?" Boh ask grandma yubaba. "He's chihiro's grand child baby." Yubaba answer,he squeel and hug me very tightly. "No,don't hug me tightly boh, I'm pregnant." I said to him then he stop. "Pregnant?" He ask then I nod. He squeel and gave me a happy face.

"I'll miss you hibiki." Lin said then hug me as I hug her. I let go and hachi hug me too and gave me a Ruby necklace. "What's this?" I ask. "It is a Ruby necklace made by my love and protection. Here give it to your child when he grow up." He said then Gave me a Sapphire Bracelet. "Thank you.." I thank him when I look at my back,all of the workers are crying.

"Come back soon hibiki!!! Your a great worker at our bathhouse!!" They shout,I nod.

I'm going to live at my own world,I think it is really meant to be my world.
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I'm very sad for this..😭