Effys story (a skins fanfic)

Problems (13)

I pulled a tight short black dress over my tiny figure and smiled in the mirror. This was effy stonem.

Short dress, heavy eyes, wavy hair and a bottle of vodka ready to go out. And that was completely true. I texted the others to tell them that I was ready and waited for their replies. It was about 8:30 and I guess I would have to start the night alone.

I walked downstairs and found a bottle of vodka and swigged from the bottle to show that I didn't need anyone to have a good time.

Suddenly, my phone buzzed. I picked it up and read the message it was from cook telling me to meet him and the boys in Freddie's shed.

Once we got there, we found directions to an old club. We could hear the blazing music from outside. As we stepped through, it was filled with sweating bodies and alcohol. Perfect.

I went straight to the bar and ordered 4 shots. We all took them and I ordered another round. Once again, we all took them but jj looked a little light headed so he went to sit down.

Me, Freddie and cook continued to drink until the barman refused to serve us anymore. I turned to the dance floor and let the music carry me away as I caressed my body and closed my eyes. I could feel someone's eyes boring into me. Those eyes belonged to Freddie Sinclair, my only love.

I signalled him over and we grinded against each other as the music filled our ears.

We were so close, every section of our body touching.

"Should we go somewhere" he whispered in my ear making me shiver.

I took his hand answering his question and we made our way out of the club. We stumbled down the road attempting to find our way back in the same direction as we came to get us home.

Once my house came into view I thrust my keys into the lock and pushed the door open. We stumbled up the stairs giggling like kids.

Once we reached my room, I couldn't take it, I pressed my lips onto his desperately and he did the same to mine. Our tongues moulded together as one and i let the kiss take me away. The kiss became more heated as I grabbed onto his hair and he wrapped his arms around my waist. We had now ended up on the bed. His kisses were warm and desperate and I melted at his touch.

I pulled my dress over my head and he undid his shirt buttons when I heard a phone buzz. I paused and looked but Freddie told me to ignore it, I tried to carry on but it buzzed again and again. I grabbed the phone up before he could protest and realised it was Freddie's.

The text read

'Freddie I'm warning you I know where you are in England hiding away from us and we will come, you know what we discussed and agreed, so come back to where you belong before it's too late' -joe

I gasped and turned to Freddie abruptly.

"You've been talking to joe? Are you fucking joking Freddie? He tried to kill me and cook and you didn't even think to tell us your in communication with him?"

"Effy it's not like that, you just don't get it, it's complicated, all you need to know is I'm doing everything for your swear" he replied.

"Bullshit, Freddie if it was for me you would have told me that u were still talking to them, you know what? If your so desperate to fuck off back to New York like he says, go on, leave me again, see if i care"

"Why do you always do this, cut people off and push people away? I love you effy can't you understand that's all that matters?

"Cos it's what I'm good at freddie, it's what I do, push people away" I replied turning away from him.

"But not me, not us, we aren't like that" I could hear the hurt in his voice. Good, I wanted him to feel hurt, like he had hurt me.

" 'We'? I don't even know what 'we' are anymore Freddie, you fucked off for 2 years and now there's a 'we' "
I replied as the anger from his disappearance boiled over me in one hot wave.
I shoved my dress back on and got off of the bed. I wiped off the smudged lipstick from my face and frowned, this wasn't how it was supposed to go at all.

"I'm sorry about my past, I didn't know what to do, it's done now, but I've always been here for you effy don't start this now, I'm the one who saved you in New York. Don't you remember?"

"What about the other fucking times Freddie? When me and cook were in trouble and I had to use a gun, or when I tried to fucking kill myself was you there for me then? no Cook was" I replied getting angrier by the second.

"Your were supposed to be the one to care for me Freddie but in New York, the only person I felt I could rely on and trust was cook because he was fucking there for me every step of the way" I answered honestly.

"Yeah I bet you was trusting him a right lot in New York, you know how he feels about you so I bet you just jumped to take that opportunity to take cook up on his shagging offer" he spat.

"How fucking dare you freddie? Your such an asshole, I went mental when I thought you had died and I did not think of cook like that, not once, So don't you fucking dare tell me that I got it on with him" I shouted back as I heard someone stomping up the stairs,It was cook and he could hear our conversation.

Yeah right, what about effy stonem the girl that will fuck anyone or anything alive"

as soon as the words left his mouth I felt them stab into me like a thousand knives. I could usually control my emotions easily but Freddie was getting to me. I had let my guard down with Freddie and he was throwing it back in my face. Suddenly, the door burst open and in the doorway stood cook with a look of disgust on his face.

He had heard the words leave Freddie's mouth and smashed the door open and the next thing I knew, Cook was pounding Freddie with his fists. Freddie stumbled back in shock and a quick flash of guilt swept over his face. Cook took my hold of my hand.

"Let's go effy, he's not worth it" cook spat while sending Freddie another look of disgust. I let him take my hand as the tears fell from my eyes.  This was supposed to be our first night back and it was turning into a nightmare.

We stumbled into the nights sky, Cook and me against the world, how it has always been, when it mattered.