No homo tho | riren

Chapter 7

I have been spending a lot of time with Eren lately. The others doesn't know because if I tell them they will look at me like I'm some kind of loser.

Farlan was out with his girlfriend while I had to sit in his room. I was so bored, I had nothing to do. Then I thought of calling someone. Isabel is probably with her bitchy friend and Hanji... Who knows what that crazy woman is up to?
And then there was Eren. I'm not exactly gonna call Oluo. He have kept his distance from us.

I picked up the phone and found Eren.

Me: Oi brat. I'm bored. Let's hang out.

It took like two minutes before he answered.

Eren: Okay. Now?
Me: Yes now.
Eren: Okay. Where?
Me: At the beach.
Eren: Okay.

I met him at the beach 10 minutes later. He had his cute glasses as always and a way too big t-shirt. Cute. Shit. I just realized I was checking him out. Well, I have to admit he's cute but I don't like him like him. I wonder how he look without glasses. I have seen him without them, but I didn't really take a good look.

"Hi" he said and smiled at me so you could see his dimples. So fucking cute.

"Sup" I played it cool.

"So... What did you want to do?" He asked.

"I have an idea"

"And that is...?"

"The party is tomorrow and you need something to wear"

"Are you saying that we're going shopping?"

"Yes"

"But why can't I just wear something I already have?"

"Because girls aren't interested in guys like you"

"Hey!"

"I'm not saying it's because of your face, but because of your style. Believe me. If you had cut out the glasses and the big t-shirts, you would have a ton of girls drooling over you"

"Wait, did you just call me... Hot?"

"I can't really remember saying that"

"Just forget it"

"Would you like it if I called you hot?" I smirked. His face was turning red.

"I didn't say that!"

"Okay, okay"

We went into many stores. I found clothes for him and he tried them on. We went into Abercrombie and he went into the dressing room to try the clothes I had picked. I walked in when he was dressing and he was standing there without a shirt on. 

"Levi, what the hell?!" I just stood there staring at him.

"Who would know a nerd could have such a nice body" I walked closer to him and he backed up. He leaned into the wall and I was standing really close to him. I took my hand and laid it on his chest.

"Levi, please..."

"Shh" I took his glasses off and stared up at him. "You're really beautiful, you know that?"

"Levi, stop" I backed up and gave him his glasses back. I walked out like nothing happened.

"Hurry up, I'm tired of waiting" I said.

I don't know what's going on with me. Every time I'm with him I can't hold back. I have been questioning my sexuality a lot lately. When I'm around boys, I feel like I wanna touch them. Especially Eren. But it was different with Oluo. I have been more sensitive. And when I'm around Eren I feel different. I don't feel like that when I'm around girls anymore. They don't turn my on. There is something else.

Eren walked out of the dressing room. His face was red like a tomato.

"Levi, don't do that again" he said and looked down.

"Jeez. It was just a joke"

"Yeah, but I still feel uncomfortable when you do that. It makes it kinda hard to hang around you"

"Okay, I'm sorry" I shouldn't have done that. I just like to tease with him. But that's kinda hard when he take it so seriously.

He paid for the clothes and then we went home. He bought a pair of jeans and a shirt. He looked quite attractive in them.

When we were done shopping we went to a playground. We sat down at the swings. There was no one there, only us. It was an awkward silence between us. I had to say something because I know he won't say anything.

"So, about what you said the other day. Was it true?" I said.

"What?"

"Would you let me do anything with you if I say sorry to every girl I've slept with?"

"Not everything. Anyway, you're never gonna do it"

"What makes you think that?"

"You don't wanna ruin your reputation. I understand, you don't tell anyone that we hang out. Because if you did, people would look at you the way they look at me" He knows me. I didn't answer. Then it got quite again.

I took up my phone and pointed it towards Eren.

"Eren?" He looked up at me and then I took a picture.

"Levi!" He yelled and attached me so I fell on the ground. He sat on top of me and I laughed. He tried to get my phone but he didn't get it.

"Eren, just look" I said and looked at the phone. He laid closely beside me and looked at the picture with me. His head leaned on mine and we just laid in the sand.

"I don't like it" he said still looking at it.

"I think you look beautiful" my cheeks went red. I didn't think about what I was saying, I wasn't supposed to say that out loud.

"Uhm Levi. Did you just... Call me beautiful?" I didn't answer. Why would I say that?! He's a guy!

I looked up at the sky and I could feel him staring at me. He propped himself up on his elbow turned towards me. He was looking down at me and I was now looking at him. I have almost never been so embarrassed.

"Eren, I didn't mean it like that..." He was so close to me, I just wanted to kiss him. But if I do, I know he might get pissed at me.

"It's okay" he whispered. I could feel his hot breath against my skin.

"Eren... Do you have to be so close?"

"I'm sorry" he raised up and helped me to get up. "We should be heading home"

"Yeah"