No homo tho | riren

Chapter 12

"I want you" I said serious. Eren's cheeks went red.

"W-what?" He said.

"You heard me"

"But we are two boys"

"So that kiss was nothing?"

"You said it yourself, 'this never happened' you said" I didn't answer him. "And I still have feelings for Mikasa"

"Eren seriously. You know you're never gonna get her"

"Why would you say that?!"

"The boy doesn't always get the girl. Sometimes you have to choose the other guy instead"

"Levi are you okay? You doesn't sound like yourself"

"You have to choose one. Me or Mikasa?"

"I thought we agreed. Only friends"

I grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer to me so I sat on his lap.

"That bitch is not going to steal you from me" I said and kissed him fast. Eren just looked at me. We looked at each other for a while before I took his glasses off. "God damn it, you're so cute"

I kissed him again. This was a longer and more passionate kiss. I was surprised when Eren kissed back. He laid down so I was on top of him. I took my shirt off and then his. We laid there kissing for a while and I started rubbing his nipples. Then Eren suddenly moaned and I pulled away and smirked at him.

"I didn't mean to-" I cut him off by kissing him again. I started unbuckle my pants.

"Wait, I don't know if. I'm ready... I mean, we're not dating or anything" Eren stopped me.

"What you're trying to say is that you don't wanna do it with me because I'm a guy" he didn't answer. I sighed and got off him.

"Levi, I'm sorry..."

"No it's fine" I said and got dressed. I got a little bit hurt. He still likes Mikasa and I'm always gonna be second choice because I'm a guy. It's going to be so awkward between us now. I have to live with him till I'm 18.
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Eren's pov

Me and Levi didn't talk much after what happened yesterday. We didn't make eye contact in the hallway but I noticed that he wasn't hanging with his friends.

In class we had to write down what we were going to say when we had our presentation. Levi and I didn't talk much. It was kinda awkward.

"What about if we first say what we are going to talk about?" I asked.

"Well, you're the genius here" he answered.

"I'm sorry about what happened yesterday okay?"

"Whatever" he looked out the window.
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After class I was stopped by Mikasa.

"I just wondered if you wanted to go see a movie today or something?" She asked.

"Uhm, yeah sure" I said.

"At my place?"

"Yeah"

"Okay" she smiled and walked away. Did this really happen? I've had a crush on Mikasa for a year now and suddenly she ask me out. If this was a date? But what about Levi? I think I like him.
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I met Levi at my place. I haven't told my parents about him staying here.

"How did you get in?" I asked.

"I climbed in your window" he said.

"Okay... I'm going out tonight"

"With who?"

"No one" Lies.

"Where?"

"To the library" Lies.

"Ok"
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I ate dinner with my parents and Levi. My parents were fine with him staying over.

I went to Mikasa's place. Her house were different when there isn't drunk kids around. We went up to her room and I realized it was the same room where Levi and I had a fight and Mikasa kissed me.

"Sit down" she said and patted the bed where she was sitting. I sat down next to her and she took her laptop up. "What do you want to watch?"

"I don't know"

"What about The notebook?"

"Yeah sure"

The movie was really boring. When it was done she put the laptop away and turned to me. Then she leaned in and kissed me. I didn't know what to do. I just kissed back. When I pulled away I saw Levi's face. I blinked and saw Mikasa again. She just smiled at me.

"I really like you" she said.

"I-I like you too"

"Eren, I mean I like you like you" I panicked. I felt the same way but how the hell do you answer a question like that?

"I-I do too" she giggled and kissed me again.

"Do you wanna be my boyfriend?"

"Okay" I smiled but then it faded away when I thought of Levi.
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I went home after that. Levi was sitting in my room.

"Hi" I said.

"You idiot" he answered rude.

"What?" I looked confused at him.

"You were with Mikasa"

"No I wasn't!"

"Eren, I'm not stupid. I can tell when you are lying. That's why I followed you to see where you were going"

"You followed me?!"

"Yes Eren. I thought you actually liked me and now you run to Mikasa and suddenly you are a couple!"

"No we aren't!" He took out his phone from his pocket and showed me a picture of me and Mikasa. In the comment it said 'New couple. Love you Eren'. My eyes started watering. I don't know why. I was just sad that Levi was mad at me.

"Levi please!" I sobbed.

"No Eren, I'm tired of all this!"

"But, but. I think I love you" I whispered. I did not mean to say that. Levi looked shocked. He had probably heard what I said.

"What did you say?"

"Nothing"

After that everything went quite. We didn't talk to each other. We just went to sleep and of course we had to share the bed.

When Levi had fallen asleep I stared at his sleepy face. He was so cute when he was sleeping. No, he was beautiful.