No homo tho | riren

Chapter 8

Eren's pov

The party is today. I'm actually a little bit nervous because it's Mikasa is going to be there. But mostly because I have never been invited to a party before.

I took the clothes that I had bought on. The jeans was a little bit tight but Levi told me I had to wear them. Every time I think of him I think about when he kissed me. He have kissed me like three or four times. I still remember his soft lips on mine.

When I think about... He was actually my first kiss?! No no no no no! I didn't kiss him back so it doesn't count. I'm gonna get my first kiss today. By Mikasa Ackerman. Ackerman. I keep thinking about Levi when I say that name. I need to stop!
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"I'm going out to meet a friend!" I yelled to my parents.

"A friend?" My mom asked. I was outside before I could answer her. I met Levi outside.

"Hi" I smiled at him.

"Hey" he smiled, and that was really unusual. Levi never smile, only when there is something funny. I have seen him laugh around me but I've noticed when he is with his friends he doesn't. I love when he smiles. I get kinda happy inside.

"Levi?"

"Mhm?" He said and looked at me.

"I'm sorry to say this but I almost never see you smile"

"Okay...?"

"I just wonder why. Because I have noticed that you never smile with friends but sometimes when you are with me it's different" He didn't answer me.

"We're here" he said suddenly. There was a big house in front of us. We walked in and there was drunk kids everywhere. The music was really loud and many people was dancing around. We saw Levi's friends and some other kids, plus Mikasa, sat in a circle on the floor. We went to them.

"Hey!" They all said when they noticed us. They looked weird at me.

"This is Eren my... Friend" Levi said. Some of them didn't care. We sat in the circle with them.

"We are playing truth or dare!" The girl with glasses said. Some people asked each other while everyone was paying attention. It seems like all of them was drunk. Even Mikasa.

"It's my turn" a brown haired boy said. "Hm... Levi! Truth or dare?"

"Dare" Levi said.

"You have to... Kiss the one you think is the most beautiful here" Levi looked at everyone in the circle. When he had looked at everyone, he stopped at me. He pulled my shirt and crashed his lips on mine. I pulled away quickly and people were gasping.

The girl with the glasses started to laugh. "I knew it!"

I raised up and ran away. I could hear Levi calling my name. I ran up the stairs and into a room. The door opened and Levi was standing there.

"What do you want?!" I felt tears running down my cheeks.

"Eren, I'm sorry..."

"No Levi, I'm tired of being your toy! You were  actually my first friend and you just steal my first kiss and do it right in front of my crush!"

"Oh, Mikasa? Eren, you need to realize she is never going to like you back! So you should start looking more closely and see who really likes you!"

"What is that supposed to mean?!" He pulled me down for a kiss. I backed up.

"Are you an idiot?!" He didn't answer, he just ran out of the room.

After a while the door opened again and there stood Mikasa. She was swaying and walked to sit on the bed next to me.

"I never got your name" she smiled. I could smell the alcohol from her.

"Uhm, Eren" I said.

"Okay Eren. Listen. I can give you a little something, if you understand me"

"What?"

"Do you wanna have sex with me?"

"Why would I that?" My face turned red.

"I have noticed that you have been staring at me in class" oh shit. "So are you interested or what?"

"No, I can't"

"A kiss then?" I nodded slowly as response. She leaned in. Her lips touched mine. I didn't kiss back. I didn't feel anything. I didn't see any fireworks. It felt wrong. It wasn't like when Levi kissed me. Then it was different. Where did that thought come from?!

I pulled away from her. "Sorry I can't do this" I ran out of the room and tried to look after Levi. He was sitting in the couch with some girls around him. I felt like something was burning inside me. I dragged him away from the girls and into the kitchen.

"What are you doing?!" He said. Yep, he was drunk.

"We need to go home"

"Nooo, why?"

"Because you're drunk Levi and I won't let you go home alone like that" I dragged him with me outside. And we started to walk to my place.

We ran up the stairs to my room so my parents won't see Levi. I locked the door behind me when we got to my room. Levi sat right down on the floor.

"Okay Levi, you should change"

"I can't, I'm too weak, you need to help me"

"You have to be kidding me" I mumbled. I found a clean t-shirt for him and some sweatpants. I sat on his lap with my legs on either side of him. I took his shirt off and he kept his eyes on me all the time.

"You're so beautiful" he whispered and held my cheek. I started to blush.

"Levi..."

"I'm being serious. Why won't you believe me?"

"Because it's you. You always joke around and sleep with everyone. You have all the girls drooling over you. You wouldn't choose me" I have no idea what was coming out my mouth. I would never say this to a guy.

"I thought you didn't like me" he smirked.

"I don't!"

"It sounds like it" Why am I blushing so much?! I took the shirt on him and then the sweatpants. I still sat on his lap when I felt something poking me.

"Levi... Uhm, your..."

"Your too!"

"What?!" I looked down and got off him. Did I just got turned on by... A guy? This can't be happening.

"Just drink some water" I said. I didn't wanted to make eye contact with him right now. This is the most embarrassing thing ever. I hope he forget it all tomorrow.