I have no ride, no friends, and I'm having a baby. How am I supposed to do this on my own?
I started walking away from the curb tears falling down my face. I was walking when all of the sudden, my heel broke on my shoe.
"Shit" I muttered and took off my shoes. I walked over to a bench and sat down. I put my head in my hands and started to cry even harder. I reached up and grabbed my plastic tiara, broke it in half, and tossed it in the trash bin next to me. I don't feel like a princess anymore, so why wear a tiara? I got up and started walking home which was a mile away. As I was walking, it started to sprinkle, then it started to pour rain.
"UGH" I screamed and kicked a light pole, but forgot I wasn't wearing any shoes.
"FUCK" I screamed grabbing my toe and hopping like a bunny.
This is the worst day of my life.
I was walking in the rain, with my hair drenched and sticking to my face, and wearing no shoes. As I was walking I accidentally stepped into a puddle and dirty water splashed all over me.
I grunted and kept walking, tears coming from my eyes, making my tear stained cheeks worse.
I started to get tired and sat on another bench, and threw my high heels away since they were broken. I got up after a couple minute break.
I finally got home and it was already 12 o'clock. I walked up the stairs pulling my drenched dress up so I wouldn't trip on it and went to my room and slammed the door behind me.
"Brooke why are you home? Your supposed to be on tou-" my dad said but stopped as he saw me in my awful state. Mascara was smuged all over my face, and my hair was drenched and sticking to my face. My dress was ruined from the water and mud, and I was wearing no shoes. He could tell by my tear stained cheeks that I was upset and walked over to me and embraced me into a hug.
"Brooke what happened?"
"Management kicked me out of the band be cause I was a girl and they wanted to keep it a boy band" I cried into his shoulder.
"But you started the band" my dad said feeling sincere for me.
"I know, and now my dreams are crushed."
"You could always try again. Don't give up on your dream"
He gave me a sad smile and kissed my cheek. He got up but I stopped him.
"Dad, I need to tell you something..."
He nodded his head for me to continue.
"I'm...I'm having a..baby.." I said, afraid of what he would say.
His jaw clenched and he asked,
"Who's the father?"
"Ashton... Are you mad at me?" I asked.
"No of course not honey, I think your a bit young but we can't change it." he gave me a quick smile and walked out of my room, closing the door behind him.
I went to the bathroom and changed into my pjs. I washed off the makeup on my face and brushed my teeth. I slid into my bed and turned off the light and fell asleep.
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It's been 3 days since prom and so it's Monday right now, and there are only 2 weeks of school left.
I walked out of the door to my house and started to walk to school. I grabbed my phone and was about to text Calum where he is but I stopped. Calum isn't here BrookeI thought to myself and kept walking, putting away my phone. As I was about to walk into the school, Tanner's girlfriend Olivia stopped me. She pushed me into the wall, and I fell with a loud thud.
"You think your all that since you won prom queen? Well your not, your so ugly I don't even know why you won. And your so fat, you got a long dress to cover up your fat legs" she snickered.
I got up and pushed past her and walked into the school. I went to first period and sat down, looking around for Ashton, but then remembered that he was gone. Their all gone.
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I sat a my regular lunch table, alone, eating "meatloaf" which isn't even real meat, it was probably a cows ass. And well, I wasn't eating my meatloaf, I was staring at it. It looked so gross but I was hungry. Really hungry. I shook my head and dumped my tray. I sat down at the table with no food, my stomach growling.
"Did you finish eating already?" Mrs.B asked.
"Yes" I hate lying to teachers, but I refuse to eat that disgusting meatloaf.
She walked away and suddenly, my stomach growled, screaming for her to hear it and come back to make me eat, but luckily she didn't hear it.
"Hey, are you hungry?" a girl slid next to me and asked.
"Um yeah..why?"
"I see that you don't really have any friends, so I came by to see if you wanna...you know...what's the damn word again..oh yeah 'hang'" she said putting air quotes around hang.
"Sure" I smiled.
I followed her to the table all the way in the corner and sat down with her friends.
"So you must be Brooklyn huh?" one of her friends asked.
"Yeah, but you can call me Brooke."
She nodded her head and introduced herself.
"My names Emma, but you can call me Em" she had long black hair with eyes that were grey with a little bit of green.
"And I'm Kathrine, but you can call me Kat" the girl that came over to my table said. She had red hair that was straight and bangs. She also had really pretty blue eyes.
"And I'm Rebecca but you can call me Becca" said the last girl. She had blue hair with grey eyes and a nose ring. She also has straight hair.
We exchanged phone numbers and we headed to our classes. Luckily, my next class was Social Studies and Kat was in that class. We walked to class together and she turned to me.
"I'm glad we found you. I can tell we will be really good friends" she said with a smile.
"Yeah, me too"
"Do you plan on dying your hair a different color? Or getting peircings?"
"Umm...I'm thinking about getting a second peircing on my ear. And I want to dye my hair blonde"
"Awesome!"
We arrived to class and sat down next to each other. My phone buzzed and I opened it up and got a text from Kat.
From: Kit Kat ;D
You want to come over after school? Becca and Em are comming. (:
From: Me
Sure! :D
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"So guys, Brooke is thinking about getting a second piercing in her ear and dying her hair blond!" Kat said excitedly on her bed.
We were all currently at Kat's house in her bedroom talking about random stuff.
"Omg we should go with you! Let's go now!" Emma said getting up from her spot.
"Wait! Let me make sure it's okay. Let me call my dad" I said getting out my phone.
I unlocked my phone and saw that I had a whole bunch of missed calls from my old friends. I'm never talking to them again. I have new friends now.
I called my dad and he picked up.
"Hello?"
"Hey dad, I have a question. Can I dye my hair and get a second piercing?"
"As long as you dye your hair a natural color and the peircing is on your ear, not your face"
"Awesome! Thanks dad, love you, bye!"
I gave them a huge grin.
"Let's go!"
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"Oh my gosh Brooke you look great!" Emma beamed handing me a mirror. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled. Blond hair looks really good on me! (A/n picture of Brooke with blonde hair on the side>>>)
"Yeah! I love blond hair on you! I think it looks better than when you had your natural brown color!" Becca said.
"I have to go home now, but thanks for coming with me to get my ears pierced and my hair dyed!" I said started walking home. I got home and opened the door.
"Your hair looks nice Brooke" my dad said from the living room.
"Thanks!" I smiled and slipped my shoes off by the door.
I got a text from Becca.
From: Becca XD
We are going clubbing tonight, wanna come?
From: Me
Nah, I should stay home.
From: Becca XD
Noooo! come! It will be fun! Maybe you'll meet some hot guy ;)
From: Me
Fineee what time.?
From: Becca XD
9 o'clock, meet at Kat's house.
From: Me
Kk
Now I've gotta get past my dad..
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A/n
Most of this chapter is a filler so sorry if it's boring! I promise it will get better!
Thanks,
-N xx
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Beside you [5SOS/Ashton Irwin]
FanfictionBrooke Marie Carter is well known as the guitarist for 5 Seconds of Summer. Her dreams seem to give her messages of her future. Should she listen to those dreams and fix the problem before it's too late and they come true? *cover by TurnAround*