ROSE (Sequel To Fallen To Rise)

Fifteen.Break

Though as the days passed, Miniko continued to release her stomach or feel terrible all day by herself. Yoongi took notice of her increased appetite, sometimes patting her stomach and joking that it seems like she's eating for two people. She would just chuckle along, worried that he actually found out. Though he got suspicious one day when he saw her throwing up her surplus breakfast into the toilet. He didn't want to think she was, but it would make sense.

Yoongi decided to keep a look out to make sure Miniko wasn't really becoming bulimic. But as the days went on, she kept on with the routine. Though some days she wouldn't throw up, but it really looked like she wanted to. And as it went along, Miniko would have mood swings. Sometimes when she scolded SJ, she would look at his sad face and almost break down crying, hugging him tightly.

After the second day, Yoongi decided that he needs to talk to her about whatever's happening. Though they never had enough time to talk, as both began to rush to work in the morning to account for dropping SJ off to school. Plus, Yoongi has always worked longer than Miniko so he wasn't normally able to talk to her as she cooked as they used to. And by nights, both would be exhausted and would fall asleep fairly quickly after tucking SJ into bed.

Though he got the chance one day when SJ was sleeping over at Jaemin's house. After dropping his adorable son to his best friend's house, Yoongi had prepared on what he was going to say to Miniko. He had to pick a time when Miniko was in a good mood so she wouldn't get angry or upset too quickly. He also had to be careful of what he asked her so she wouldn't get worse.

When Yoongi got home, he called out to her, asking her where she was. "I'm in the kitchen Yoongi-yah," she called out. He smiled a little and walked into the kitchen. He grinned at the sight of his favorite food cooling off on the counter.

Yoongi quickly ran up to Miniko and hugged her tightly. "You're the best, babe," he whispered in her ear. She shivered against his back and Yoongi enjoyed the fact that she did. He began gently kissing her neck, his hands gently rubbing circles into her waist.

"Yoongi," she moaned softly. His lips kissed the sensitive part of her neck as one of her hands went to stroke her thighs. It wasn't his intention to has sex with her, but Miniko seemed to have this glow to her and it made her seem a little more sexy than normal. Plus she was wearing one of his shorts with a loose white shirt.

Yoongi turned her around, his lips meeting hers. Miniko kissed him back, wrapping her arms around his neck and pressing her tongue between his lips. Yoongi hummed and pressed himself closer to her, trying to grab her so he could carry her upstairs. His hands gently squeezed her butt as he pushed her onto him. Miniko hopped onto him, making sure her stomach didn't hit his too roughly.

One of Yoongi's hands went up her shirt trying undo her bra as he carried her upstairs. At the same time Miniko was trying to slide down his pants, but his belt prevented her from doing so. As soon as Yoongi got into the room, he dropped Miniko onto the bed and took off her shirt and bra in one quick swoop.

"Babe," Yoongi whispered as he kissed down her throat. Miniko mumbled something in reply, undoing his belt and sliding down his pants. "Wanna use a condom or not? I don't mind either way." She didn't reply, just pushing his head down to her breast as she gently stroked his large hard-on.

Miniko moaned a quiet no as he gently sucked on her nipple, sometimes tugging on them with his teeth if he wanted to be a little harsh. Though he eventually began kissing down her chest as he felt himself get harder at her delicate touch. He stopped at her stomach, remembering the talk he was supposed to have with her. He sighed at her skinny stomach, pressing his nose into it and gently kissing above her navel.

Miniko tried to push his head away, not wanting him to kiss her stomach. She didn't really mind it, but she is actually pretty horny and would rather get a move on. Though he didn't move, continuously kissing her stomach. "Babe, what're you doing?" she asked, getting annoyed that he was prolonging it.

Yoongi sighed softly and sat up, looking down to her. He tried to push her sexy image out of her head, knowing that if he did actually go below her stomach he would forget about asking her. "Baby, I've noticed that you've been eating a lot more and...throwing up what you've eaten."

Miniko smiled a little, slightly glad that she wouldn't have to bring it up to him and that he already knows. "I'm glad you noticed," she whispered. "I was nervous about telling you, by since you've figured it out, we could all be happy, yeah?"

Yoongi furrowed his eyebrows together. She was happy to be losing weight and she wanted him to be happy about that? He already knows how beautiful she is, she doesn't need to lose weight. "Baby, why would I be happy? This isn't a good thing."

Miniko stared back at him, tears building in her eyes. He doesn't want to have a baby? He loves SJ and has always told her that he would love to have another baby to take care of. "Y-you're not happy?" She whispered, her heart break laced into every word. Tears slipped out of her eyes. Yoongi sighed softly and reached out to wipe her tears away. Though she slapped his hand away and sat up, covering her naked body with her knees. "Don't touch me," she whispered under her breath.

Yoongi hesitantly crawled over to her. "Baby," he whispered. "I'm sorry. I want you to be happy, but this isn't how you should do it. You're hurting yourself by doing this, and it's going to her SJ and I too." He gently touched her hand but she shook her head, not wanting to speak with him anymore.

Miniko clenched her teeth together and grabbed her bra and shirt. "Yoongi- I...I can't. I talked to Jeongguk about this, he told me to tell you right away, he told me that you'd be happy. I thought you would be happy. I'm not hurting myself. I know I'm not." She put her clothes back on and hugged herself, standing in front of the bed.

Yoongi took his head in his hands, upset that Jeongguk would support her being bulimic. The kid should have told her that she's beautiful and weight is the most stupid trivial thing in the world. A guy won't necessarily want you if your all stick and bones. "Baby, you are. I don't want to see you throwing up every meal. You're so beautiful just as you are now, you don't need to change." Miniko shook her head again, walking over to her closet and grabbing clothes out of it. "What're you doing?" He asked, gazing over to her agitated figure.

"I can't stay here Yoongi," she spoke. "If you're not happy with this...then I need to find somewhere to stay. I'll only make you more sick with all the stress of having me around will be. I want your PTSD to get better. So I think...," Miniko let out a soft sob, not wanting to speak the words she was about to. "I think we should take a break." She stuffed the clothes into a near backpack.

At her words, Yoongi ran up to stop her. "Miniko, don't leave. I love you, I just don't want you to get hurt." He hugged her, tears slipping out of his eyes. His arms shook and he slipped to the ground, holding his head in his arms. "M-Miniko," he cried out. He hugged himself into a little ball, not being able to take the pain. "P-please." He peeked up, tears blurring his vision. Though he didn't need perfect vision to see it.

Miniko was gone.

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I hate myself too. Release your anguish into the comments and beat me up. *Holds arms up* I'm yours~~ Bye bye MinGi.