ROSE (Sequel To Fallen To Rise)

(NRTS): What If SJ Was Miscarried?

^Your reaction to this after y'all are done reading

Just something since I don't update at all. ;-;

Miniko sat on the couch, her legs folded under her. She was twisting the new ring on her finger, a warm feeling flickering in her stomach as she thought of the person who gave it to her. It wasn't a wedding ring, but a promise ring. A ring as a promise to a better future, shown my the plentiful words engraved on the ring.

"I will always love you, pretty lady. My heart is waiting for you where the lilies bloom. And when we meet, if we meet, those gorgoes flowers will bloom for an eternity, to signify our love. There is already a special friend to prove it, even if by mistake, a creation of love. And this is for you, to promise that my love for you will remain constant and not drain as of another." The sweet voice was memorized in her head, the kisses between few sentences, the absolute love whispered into each statement.

And if by cue of her sweet thoughts, a darkness entered the room. Though by the contrast of skin color, the darkness was quite pale. Though the true darkness is the monster laced into every cell. An unfortunate monster that destroyed what could have been. What love could have prospered. And the pale darkness entered the room, grunting a hello to Miniko, before dipping to dark figure on the couch and leaving a kiss on the top of her head. It almost made her feel guilty about what she was going to do. But other nights of his return entered her mind, of the way she held herself together in fear of being hurt in his stupor. Today he was in one of his good moods, he obviously got some good meth today.

"Yoongi, we need to talk," Miniko spoke, focusing on not letting her voice shake as normal. Rather it was strong and forceful, it was what she needed to climb above. She looked up at his ragged figure, her dyed and curled blood red hair cascading dramatically across her shoulders.

Yoongi groaned and ran a hand through his less than full patch of hair, hunkering down in front of her, in a love seat they had once occupied together, cuddling and sharing sweet innocent kisses. "Yeah, Minko?" Miniko cringed at the sound of him attempting to say her name. Though after she cringed she was surprised to feel his cold hand grab hers. "What's wrong?"

Miniko let out a soft breath as though to release her nervousness. "Yoongi, I can't do this anymore." She flickered her eyes up to his confused face. "We, us, don't work anymore. You-you've changed since you started taking the monster. You've changed so much from the sweet Yoongi who would greet me with his famous gummy smile and kiss me on the lips as though we hadn't seen each other in years. Now you just, you just- You come in high, smelling like the epitome of shit, and you do terrible things." Miniko shivered, and shut her eyes, not wanting to cry in memory of those events. "You-you would rape me Yoongi. You would come in angry, break anything and everything, before finally releasing your anger onto me. I can't do it anymore Yoongi. I've tried to help you for so long, for four god damn years. And you've gotten better, been the Yoongi I had fallen in love with in high school, but then you'd relapse. You'd always relapse. And I know I've done wrong too, I didn't get help when I should've in the beginning but I can't do anything anymore. So to finish, Yoongi, I'm leaving this house, I'm leaving this life, I'm leaving you. B-but, just remember that you'll always be in my heart because I still love you, I'll always love you and I'll never stop, but not like this. I can't live in constant fear of you hurting me. I'm sorry." Miniko gently squeezed Yoongi's warm hand, before leaning in to leave a final kiss on his lips. And he kissed her like the past, all butterflies and warmth and love. Miniko felt something wet touch her cheeks before she realized that he was crying. And he was hugging her. And as he was crying and hugging her, as he was multitasking, he whispered into her ear an "I'm sorry." And a "Please leave before I become the monster. I love you too."

And she did, spying the old Yoongi for just a moment, feeling the unrequited love that will never go away, but knowing that they weren't meant to be if the monster was involved. And maybe in some other life, they would happy and together. But for now, Miniko has someone of which she also loves and who will take care of her, and the baby sleeping in her stomach.

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In prison, without the hope of SJ to keep him going, Yoongi started taking crystal meth. He was before he found out about SJ and stopped for Miniko and SJ. Unfortunately in this timeline SJ was miscarried and Yoongi was so devastated that he returned to meth. He stopped when he was released for Miniko but was too far gone. He was addicted and even with all the help, he couldn't stop.

Well...

Around the three year mark of the return of the meth Miniko and Seokjin started having feelings for each other. Around two months before this happening Seokjin got Miniko pregnant again. A month later she found out but first told Seokjin about what Yoongi would do to her. Days before this, he gave her a promise ring and essentially promised that he would stick with Miniko and the unborn baby no matter what. He loves her truly.

And after Miniko broke it off with him, Yoongi went cold turkey to get Miniko back. But the effects of not having it got to him and he died.

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#Kill me
#I had to I'm sorry.
#But this didn't happen.
#Yoongi'll never do meth in this story again.
#Jin is a hella bias wrecker now.
#Jin is to perf for me
#Yoongi!!!
#I'm sorry
#I love you<3<3