Fragile Heart- Narry (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 1

 Niall POV***

I was by the pool, with the others, relaxing. It's pretty hot outside here in london, it's nice to take a day off from all the interviews and paparazzi everyday, and even the Fans. Don't get me wrong , i love our Fans, but sometimes not having them around to flash us, and attack us is great.  Liam and Louis are by the grill, cooking up some food. Zayn is tanning, and fixing his hair as usual. Harry, well i don't know where Harry is, he must be inside. I am in the pool, the cool water feels so good on my hot skin. 

 I deep down, holding my breath and swimming to the other end of the pool, the shallow end, once my feet can touch the pool floor, i stand up, and walk to the pool stairs, one by one i climb them up, and bring my hands up to my hair, and shaking the excess water out. I sigh, and walk towards Zayn, who is closed eyed, and tanning. I stand over him, smirking and shake my head, dripping water on him.

He screeched, and stands up, pointing at me, "Niall! What the fuck! Ahh my hair! Niall!!" His quiff deeps down, not up as usual, and i am standing there holding my tummy, laughing non stop. "Nialll..." Zayn pouts.

"I'm sorry mate, I thought you need to cool off, you have been tanning all day, Haven't you tanned enough? Let's go in the pool! I'm bored.." I whine at him.

It's my turn to pout, as i look at him. Zayn closes his eyes, "Oh No! Don't give me those eyes! Niall! No, I am not looking! Stay away from me! No!!" Zayn runs away, waving his arms like a mad man. I laugh at him as he runs away, i sprint, and begin to chase him.

"Come Back Zayn!"

"No! Go away!"

Louis and Liam, have now seen us running around, and they are laughing at us, cheering me one to catch him.

"Come here you!" I yell at Zayn. Zayn runs, and stops near the pool, his back is to me, so i lunge into the bushes, landing on the soft grass. I  chuckle as i hit the grass, picking myself up, i slowly tiptoe behind the bushes, till i am near Zayn. I look at him, he is confused, not seeing me behind him chasing him anymore, he is looking around, but i am actually behind him, getting ready to...Attack!

"Ahhhhh!" I run towards him, he seems surprised to see me running, and has no time to flee. I pushed him, and we both fall into the pool, sinking. I open my eyes in the water, and i see him smiling. i smile at him back and point up. He nods, and we both swim back up,  once we hit the surface, we break out laughing, splashin each other. I see liam and Louis both laughing also, "Whoo Nialler!" Liam says, laughing seeing Zayn's hair ruined.

"You will pay for this Nialler!" Zayn tells me, splashing water at me. I laugh at him, and swim away.

 While i was swimming, I saw Harry get out, and walk towards the chairs, placing his towel down, He slowly took his shirt off, exposing his soft skin, his sexy tattos, and tho well built abbs he has. I groaned inwardly. I quickly looked away when our eyes met.I didn't want him to see that I was staring at him. That would be weird, me Staring at by mate, undressing him with my eyes. Yup, that would be weird. 

Ok, time for confessions, you see I'm gay. I have been gay all my life,no one knows except my mum,my brother and my dad.

Now here I am almost blowing my cover by staring not only at my bestmate but also at my bandmate... I,  Niall Horan is in Love with Harry Styles... yes THE Harry Styles from the popular band One Direction. Yay! ... Don't get me wrong.. I love being in the band, and like i said, i love the fans and everyone..but sometimes I wish it could all end and me and harry could be together...without judgement and hate.. But that will never happen, because Harry doesn't know i like him!

I still haven't told my other bandmates about me being gay. Even though we are so closed. I'm afraid that they'll judge me and kick me out of the band. I don't that..I don't want to risk that... I don't want them to hate me, and besides no ones want a gay guy in a band... What will the fans say? Management? The boys? Harry?