The day after our wedding, Bon Jovi had to perform an acoustic in Los Angeles and an autograph meet and greet with fans.
We took the second leg of The New Jersey Syndicate tour, as our honeymoon. We traveled around the world, and visited many new countries for me,including Russia, Australia, New Zealand, Portugal, and Japan, where we spent New Year's Eve and many more.
Sometimes I had to travel back to the United States for commitment to work with Victoria's Secret firm and other advertising campaigns that required runway jobs. I was fascinated with London and Ireland .... They were the most beautiful cities I had seen and sightseeing with Jon there, it was all a dream came true.
I felt that every single new day I went crazier about Jon. He was the perfect husband , he was always there for me while I did not miss a second of being with him and enjoyed watching him sing, dance, jump on a stage during sound check. One day I found out Richie was giving me the stink eye. I sat on a speaker that was next to the stage, and while the boys were rehearsing, Jon looked at me and sang "Born to Be My Baby" to me. I only could sense Richie was acting out as Jon was all the time around me and less time with his best friend guy in the band , but I did not care. I would not try to be away from my husband just because it bugged him. In every single Bon Jovi concert, Jon dedicated a song to me.
We traveled to Russia and I was so fascinated with that country. It had very beautiful touristic places to start sightseeing with my husband . I was just thrilled once we were there .It was freaking cold and snowing but I loved it. We went out and about all afternoon in Moscow with the tour bus, it was too cold to walk the streets,and at the end of the day, we came back to the hotel to rest. Jon just stayed at the front desk to arrange something with the boys and the band manager and on the next day,once again sound check. I realized that this would be the perfect time to relax , and do the kind of private stuff I always did... but I mean...the kind of Jon was not aware of.
I went to my suitcase and took from my medicine cabinet box , a pill container. While grabbing two ecstasy pills, the door opened and it was Jon.I shuddered. He stared at me puzzled,and frowning. He walked over me and sat on the bed facing me . What would he think if I told him my drugs secret? would he be upset ?
"What 's that Steph?" Jon asked.
I did not answer, just looked at him and observed his concerned face expression for a moment. He seemed a bit puzzled , but not mad at all.
"Jon?" I said and then made a short pause and sighed heavily . "Fuck, you can't get mad at me now" I thought. Anyways,he is a rockstar and he should know more than me about drugs.
"They're just amphetamines and ecstasy pills, love... or whatever you prefer to call them" I said looking down to the floor.
Shit,Steph.Why do you need this for? "He asked. His face expression changed. he was no longer calm and concerned , now he was getting mad.
"These pills help me out to have energy all day," I explained - "and to stay away from snacking and be always skinny. If I gain weight, I will probably lose my job. "
"Steph, listen to me,goddammit " said the firmly and shaking me by the shoulders - "You do not need drugs and all that shit to be skinny." -he said. Jon was starting to freak out.
I watched him for a moment, perplexed and fixed my gaze in his eyes. Below his baby blues , two blue-black spots were laying there . They were dark circles. Jon was burnt out with the tour. So I had an idea.
"Jon, you look like shit lately .Why don't you try them?" I asked.
"Steph, I'm supporting an anti-drug campaign.I can't" He claimed .
"You look really tired,babe" I said
He frowned ,gave me the stink eye but said nothing.Then he just looked at me again and answered.
"Hell, Yes, I am fucking tired." he said in a hoarse exhausting voice.
"I'll help you out babe. You'll have more energy onstage ", 'I explained.
"I dunno," he said with his jersey accent and doubtfully rubbing his eyes.
" You will never , ever feel tired in between concerts and trust me , your performances will be much better , because you'll have more energy to do those concerts" I said
He took a deep breath ,nodded and said:
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On My Bed Of Roses.
FanficSinopsis Once upon a time, not so long ago ... a little hometown boy from New Jersey, with a dreamy smile, blue eyes like the ocean stole my heart . Until the present day, my heart would never be back on me. I hold my desperation to want to regain...
