On My Bed Of Roses.

Part 13:" Bells will be ringing the glad news"

Christmas Eve arrives just  on time for the family , and  we had a good intimate  dinner with the Bongiovi's. That night ,the band's manager  Doc Mc Ghee,joined us on the table. He only spent a few hours with us,dropped by to say "Hi" to the Bongiovi clan  and left. Dinner conversation was obviously about family anecdotes with Jon's parents . Mrs B told me many sweet stories  when Jon was a child and I melted as I heard her talking . My parents were also sitting at the table .They came from  LA to  spend Christmas with my new family. My dad was now more at easy with Jon  and he likes the Bongiovis a lot lately .That made me happy.. He realized they were class act people and with great values . Besides,my parents loved our new house in Rumson,they were amazed, but Jon's siblings were more thrilled with that house .They were delighted mostly with Jon's new recording  studio.

When everyone left our brand new home, my parents decided to stay the night in in New York so they could walk around the city and start sightseeing on Christmas day . Jon's parents came back  to their new home and Jon and I were finally on our own. We sat near the fireplace. It was very cold that night.

"Amazing show  the other night , love," I said
"Yes, I was a private one and wanted all my fans to  feel like in home" he said with his beautiful smile
"You're so sweet with your fans, and  with your people.That's why I love you"I replied stroking his brown big  hair and looking into his eyes.
"That night  all I I wanted was  to bring happiness to all these children and my people. It was like being their  Santa,get close to them to ask : "Hey, What would you wish for this  Christmas?" and deliver it to each of them to make their Christmas wish  come true, "he said smiling .Jon  paused ,looked me in the eye and gave me a sweet smile with closed lips that melted my heart. If I  was already  madly in love, I was on cloud nine at that moment . But this time my heart loved something different about him, his soul and his  heart of gold . I felt in my heart that  fire inside and so deeply , just like the fire that was warming us but I could feel it in my heart.

"I love you Jon; and this time it's for real. Not like when I told you that for  the first time just because I got the crush on you.I'm in love with your soul, your heart, and for what you are . I love you with all my heart " 'I said, touching my chest. He got close and gave me a soft kiss on my lips that invaded my senses. He turned his face away from me and continued:

"Then Santa Claus showed up that night and made all those children's dreams came true " said with his shy voice, almost a whisper and  squirming .He looked so adorable. I felt I was melting and falling even deeply in love  with my husband , that fire inside I felt in my chest increased more and more and extended up to my belly button It was a very intense moment with him.. Then I hugged him very  tight and place my head on his chest to hear his heartbeats  . Being in those arms was so warm and I felt so crazy in love . I raised my eyes and kissed him  softly  on these big plumped lips making an endless kiss.

"I'm so proud to be your wife. You can not imagine how much I love "I whispered to him. His kiss took my breath away.
"I love you more baby, and I always will," he said sliding his thumb on my face - "It's good what we did with the guys. We made many children happy. We drew a smile on their faces, because their parents could not fulfill their promises, "Jon told me looking into my eyes. Now  his eyes had a twinkle and looked the bluest they have ever been . I could swear  I saw an angel in those eyes. Yes, an angel in  flesh and bones by my side . He placed his face close back to me and kissed my lips softly and tenderly as he  smiled at me. It was  at that special intimate  moment that I could not wait for more , and my heart stopped . I thought my heart was about to burst.I was literally dying  for him .I have never felt that way before with someone .I  got  to feel so loved and protected by a man but with Jon it was more intense  . When he turned his face away from me, I said:

"Now I want you to fulfill me a dream for  me tonight  , on this Christmas eve ".

Jon raised his eyebrows in surprise and smiled .

"Well, I just bought this nice home for you, I mean , for both. Anyway, this was my secret  Christmas surprise for you  "he said a little amazed. Then he paused and looked a bit  thoughtful,placing his palm  on his face.

"Right, you're right babe" . He said " I have not given anything personal like a diamond ring, "he said pointing to my next finger where my wedding band was placed.

"Here, it would look so beautiful on you ,princess. And  kissed my hand. Or wait a minute ... what about a fancy car? that's far more important .So no more taxi rides to work . "
I shook my head, "NO"
"None of those things,love. I just want a baby . I can't wait  to give you a baby .Mother nature is calling me again."-I finally dared to confess him my wish . Jon smiled shyly, biting his lower lip. That expression on his face was priceless and made me melt even more . He sighed and smiled more openly with his eyes full of joy and I could tell he was about to tear . He pulled back his face to mine, and sealed his soft  lips to mine in the most passionate kiss he could give me ever . We were both lying  on the floor ,close to the fireplace  making out with his body pressed against mine.  I could still feel his kiss was endless and the warmest he could give me . Once he placed his lips away from mine , his lips moved to my ear and whispered:

"We will make this dream come true together and soon . And it will be once the damned tour comes to an end  "