Nightmares ⚣ Vkook ⚣completed

Chapter 2

(WARNING⚠️⚠️⚠️: FOUL LANGUAGE, AND MAYBE TRIGGERING STUFF UP AHEAD!!)

~Jeon Jungkook P.O.V~

--2:34 am--

My eyes shot open and my whole body launched itself up. My breathing was hitched and my clothes were drenched in sweat.

That nightmare, again.

Should've expected it though, I get it every night. Even if I don't sleep and just lay down with my eyes closed.

I slowly stepped out of bed and made shaky and tiny steps to the bathroom. Just as I made it there, my stomach felt like somebody decided it was a funny to squeeze it like a fucking stress ball. I bent over the toilet and emptied my stomach. The disgusting taste in my mouth made me puke again.

Once everything was out, I flushed the toilet and rinsed out my mouth by brushing my teeth, trice.

I looked into the mirrior. There was a young guy staring back at me. His eyes looked tired and empty and dark rings were around them. He had a toned chest, but it was ruined by many scars on it. Most looked old, although a few looked very new. There were burns on the side left side of his chest and when he turned around, an even worse sight could be seen. There were scars everywhere, some light, most very noticable.

Ugly

Useless

Pathetic

Disgusting

Dissapointment

Worthless

Murderer

*CRACK*

I took my bleeding fist off the now scattered mirror and fell to the ground.

Tears ran over my cheeks and my hands were all but pulling out my hair.

"Sorry, I'm sorry, I-I didn't mean it, i-it wasn't m-my intent-tion t-to-" my words were cut off by my own sobbing. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry.

There I sat, looking pathetic, curled up in a croner and shaking with sobs.

You killed her

You don't deserve to live

----time skip to 6:30 am----

"Kookie, wake up. Kookie?" a voice ripped through my ear drums.

"I'm awake" I mutter before opening my eyes and sitting up straight. Not like I wasn't before, damn insomnia.

"Good, now take a shower, get dressed and come downstairs for breakfast" Joshua ordered and walked out of the room. I nodded and walked into the bathroom to shower.

The mirror was still scattered, there was glass everywhere, some covered with blood. I sighned and brushed most of it to a corner, a maid would clean that up later. While doing that, I noticed by hand was tainted red from blood. There were still some glass shards in it. How did Joshua not notice though? Luckily he didn't but still.