(WARNING⚠️‼️⚠️‼️⚠️: WILL CONTAIN MATURE AND MAYBE TRIGGERING THINGS!!)
--Jungkook P.O.V--
Useless
Go kill yourself
Nobody cares
You worhless piece of shit
Nobody will miss you
They'll be happy
You don't deserve to live!
You killed her!
You murderer!
You killed her!
"Stop, I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry" I quietly cried behind our hut, outside in the freezing cold. The voices, they were at it again. Why won't they stop? I know I'm useless, I know I'm worthless, I-I know I don't deserve to live. Not after w-what I d-did.
Die already!
My breaths were short and uneven. My toes curled up as I sat in a tiny ball, dressed in a shirt and shorts. My whole body was shaking from the cold and from my sobs. 'Why me?' It was a question that ran through my head everyday. 'Why not someone else?'
Because you deserve it!
'I do, I do deserve it. I'm a murderer. For that I can't live' My shaking hands went to my wrist, a shiny and shart looking object was clenched in my fingers. 'I have to be punished, I-I killer her! Why am I not in jail?! Why am I still here?!' I placed the shaking pocketknife on my lower side, slowly bringing it down. A small cut appeared that started bleeding quite quickly. I brought it to a spot about a centimeter besides it, making another cut. The brand new cuts didn't really stand out from the rest of the cuts on my body, the only thing was that they were bleeding and the rest not.
I liked it, the pain, the blood, the feeling of a knife slashed across my skin. At the same time I also hated it. It wasn't enough, I would never bleed as much as she did. I would never be in as much pain as she was.
I dragged the knife over the scars that were already on my body, reopening them and letting them bleed once again. I closed my eyes and just concentrated on the pain, it overruled all other thoughts in my head. Onother reason why I liked it so much. The voiced would dissapear and my mind would be empty for those few minutes of pain.
You deserve worse, consider yourself lucky to be alive right now!
"Min-Ji, I'm sorry"
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Short but really Important chapter!
It's so hard to write this, I'm sorry if it sucks😰
431 words!
Who could Min-Ji be?😜
(Do you write Min-Ji as 민치? Trying to learn korean here^^)
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