Nightmares ⚣ Vkook ⚣completed

Chapter 10

(WARNING⚠️‼️⚠️‼️⚠️: WILL CONTAIN MATURE LANGUAGE AND MAYBE TRIGGERING THINGS!!)

-Jungkook P.O.V-

"What do we do now?" Taehyung asked me. We stood in the middle of a very small clearing, deciding what to do.

"Climb a tree?" I suggested.

"What? Why?" He sputtered.

"To see where we are" I sighned and looked for a good tree to climb in. I saw one to my right and decided to try, the first few meters were ok but it got harder and harder to climb when higher up. Once I was pretty high up, as high as I could go without the branches breaking, I hooked my arm around the stam and tried to look around. There were many trees higher then mine and I couldn't see anything but the tall, green plants. I clicked my tongue and slowly turned, my head got heavy suddenly and my arms became numb.

'Please don't fall, please don't fall' I chanted silently in my head while gripping the stam tightly. After I was alright again, I slowly climbed down. On the last branch my foot slipped though and I fell harshly on my back.

"Shit" I groaned.

"Jungkook! You alright?" Taehyung asked and helped me up.just as I stood, I got another headache and fell foward into Taehyung.

"Jungkook?!" Taehyung yelled. I held his shoulder and pushed myself straight again.

"Are you alright? You don't look well," His voice was loud to my ears and I nodded.

"I'm fine, just tired" I grumbled and sat down on a fallen over tree, unfortunately not the one we were looking for.

"Did you get any sleep last night? I heard you get out after a while," Taehyung questioned me. I sighned and ran a hand through my hair.

"No" he looked down in guilt.

"I'm really sorry for what happened last night, but, what happened?" He looked pleadingly in my eyes.

"It's none of your business, I thought I had made that clear?" I grumbled lowly. My annoyed face expression turned into an angry one. He looked down and fumbled with his hands.

"Please," his voice cracked. "I just want to understand! I just want to understand why someone would do that! Who would do that to you?! Why have YOU tried to FUCKING KILL YOURSELF!" He yelled at the end, tears were rolling over his cheeks because of distress and he was looking at me desperately. He held my shoulder and shook me, looking deep in my eyes.

"FINE! YOU WANT TO KNOW?! I FUCKING KILLED MY OWN GODDAMN SISTER! THAT'S WHY!" I yelled back, tears of my own were falling from my eyes while I was shaking from rage, sadness, pain and guilt. My breathing was heavy and uneven.

"W-what?" Taehyung looked surprised. He just looked at me, not knowing how to properly respond.

"I-I killed m-my own fucking s-sister, I took away her l-life! Then why should I have the right t-to still live m-mine?!" I broke down, I fell to the ground and almost pulled my hair from my head as I started to panick even more.

"I killed her! I k-killed her! I killed Min-Ji! I k-killed my o-own s-sister" I trailed of quietly. My whole body was shaking heavily and I was curled up in a ball.

I let myself break down in front of someone,

in front of Taehyung

I felt a pair of arms wram around me but I ripped away as soon as I felt them. My body jumped up and I became angry at myself within a split second. I couldn't control my body or emotions anymore, they seemed to have their own will.